new ones

My new tarantula are coming. I just got myself order another tarantula which is not suppose to be pet by me (beginner). I got myself buying an expert type of tarantula. I wonder if I can handle it properly a not. Kinda nervous. I really hope to see it soon but I guess it's not gonna arrive at my house sharp on monday. And now I kinda miss my old missing tarantula. But seems she so bad get herself running away, I shouldn't be missing her tho. It's her decision to stay by my side a not. But I really hope this new tarantula won't run away cause it's really active and have an aggressive behavior plus it's kinda big. The maximum size of it when it reach adulthood estimated about 20cm. But that is not the real maximum size of it. I read through the internet saying it's different size based on the tarantula itself. So I hope she can break world record..!!! I wanna get myself into the record. And I wonder how much money will I be getting. XD

No weekend part time job to do is like that. I need to get myself to another source of income. If not I gonna die at my own burden. Really hope there's is another source. I got fed up with my work now. Company ain't paying my EPF before confirmation and there's no increase of salary after confirmation. Plus, if suddenly boss mood not good I'll anytime be aim as black sheep. I really hate working inside an office with old people. I just can't read their mind at all. Some more, I don't quite like her small wife. I don't know why but I just got a feeling she is dangerous. Is so uncomfortable working there you know. Feel like resigning even just work there for a while but I will trouble my boy if like that. Now, I'm making myself stuck at a sandwich theory. And I hate it hate it hate it...!!!