I woke up and I get shock that I sleep so long already.....it's 11.30 am and another 30 minute more I need to go to school to take my result.....oh man.......I forget that today is an important day for those who took STPM 2011........haha.....maybe I'm not interested to know my result cause I already can know how it'll look like...
When the moment I reach school, I saw a lot of people at there.....all with different expression of faces....but I can tell most of them look disappointed with their result......so with courage I went into the result room to take my result slip......and there it is.....my result slip with lots of don't know what paper & school magazine(which I order last year).....my result is better than what I expected it would be.....total failure is my Math T....aw......all because of my Math my total grad fall........damn you math....I f***ing hate you......
Then at night one of my school friend come up to chat with me through facebook.......this is our conversation.....
When the moment I reach school, I saw a lot of people at there.....all with different expression of faces....but I can tell most of them look disappointed with their result......so with courage I went into the result room to take my result slip......and there it is.....my result slip with lots of don't know what paper & school magazine(which I order last year).....my result is better than what I expected it would be.....total failure is my Math T....aw......all because of my Math my total grad fall........damn you math....I f***ing hate you......
Then at night one of my school friend come up to chat with me through facebook.......this is our conversation.....
Her: How's your result?
Me: My result sucks....how bout yours?
Her: Math T get D
Me: Better than me....I get F
Her: Your cgpa?
Me: Very poor
Her: Me too
Me: But sure higher than me but lower than Wk & Dd
Her: I 2.5 only
Me: Quite high la.....
Her: Wk get 3.5 still cry
Me: She put too much hope that's why ended up like that....if no body praise her she CONFIRM will get 4A...then I think she also will so confident....
Her: Haiz...her math get B she cry till flood....I get D should go jump building...
Me: I get F leh.....if want jump I should jump first la.....= =
Her: She expect to get 4A ma....
Me: That's why la.....she too over confident.....but then this is a good lesson for her also.....don't put too much hope on something.........
Her: What you plan to do next??
Me: Work
Her: Ipta @ Ipts?? or marry?
Me: I think I won't continue study.....plus won't so early marry....I still want to see the world...
Her: But then you better accept any course that government give you because those that get cgpa lesser than 2.0 hard to get course at university.....it's better than don't have...
Me: I'm not that desperate to enter uni.....can't enter then can come out work....wont die if can't enter uni also....
Her: Ok lo....
Me: Work also not a bad idea.....who know maybe when you work you'll get a chance to study at local uni which is supported by company?? try to tell her to find a company that want her brain la......I think the company maybe will think about letting her to study FOC......
Her: Good idea but still I want to enter uni......
Me: Haha...ok...don't put too much hope either.....I don't want you from heaven fall into hell.....
Her: Ok.....
After this conversation I feel that she actually plan to come and show off her result to me....because she knew I sure will did badly.......but then I think it's actually a failure.....I'm happy bout my result even it's not really that good......1.335 cpga.......even can't enter uni I don't mind.....cause I'll free from those bull shit loan.....I don't want my whole life full of those high interest & hard to pay back loan.......>< I wish them good luck with their beginning of loan life......I feel that Wk can have a good life if she start thinking like an adult and not a student....>W<
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