I hate this time of the moment every year......this year even worse....I need to go both side......last time I used to go my mum side only but thanks to my dad this year I need to go to his side too....my grandma grave is not those modern grave but it's a traditional type of grave.....it's really tiring today because today went back to Perak to tidy up my grandma grave......so many wild grass with thorns around.....plus my grandma grave it's like a big clump of wild grasses.....luckily the sun din't rise up so much today.....if it does I confirm I'll get sunburn.....
How should I put it? erm.....I got 2 aunt....then this smallest aunt that went with us is totally a noob...she simply do things and mess up all those method that should be done....I totally don't know how to continue her work....plus my aunt & niece doesn't cooperate with me....they keep on talking & do their own stuff.....my aunt keep on tell me "Just simply do it. If not we can't go home early."...I was like dafuq.....and I was thinking "You really mean to come and clean it up or you just wanna act infront of grandma?".....niece more worse....the elder sister keep on standing still like a wood & din't help out.....the younger ones keep on hold an umbrella which the sun is not really shining......my bro keep on run here run there and take it like a playground......and I was so busy keep on thinking how to continue what my aunt has done to the steps that I forget to reply message to my beloved one.....XD
Well after a serious thinking...I really don't think I can adapt to that kind of living environment.....toilet at outside....house so big plus not very clean.....bedroom can fall down to ground any moment.....tv so tiny that if you sit too far away you can't even see a thing.....haiz....I really miss my own house so much.....I miss city so much.....those village that really is a village and not city in the village.....those food stall even worse.....at least those most outdated city stall is 10 times better than village stall.....they make house to be a shop at village.....and that's not the main point...the main point is even your shop are tiny but then the environment it's like omg.....chairs & table all so messy and dirty....chopstick and spoon not very clean....most important of all food that is being served is not safety enough to be eaten.......tell me then....can you adapt to this kind of environment?? I can tell you I can't live on at here....even a sec at here I feel myself so dirty......argh!!