irritating alarm....

I'm so pissed off by this alarm......It's actually a nice morning where I should wake up by myself....unfortunately my dad is off today....and he really make a lot of noise with my bro inside my room.....this causes my sleep is disturb.....more worse when my mum come into my room to shout me wake up.......I was like what the hell......both of them are arguing so must she shout at me while I'm actually so innocently sleeping?? argh.......what a bad morning to start my day with......annoying parents.....

Then when I look at my handset it's like oh my god.....miss call and messages......all from this Mr.Alvin.....the message that makes me boom is that he never even care what time I wake up.....he only care bout what time I gonna go out with him.....I was like fuck you dude......all in his mind is bout going out with me.....did he ever care bout me?? I don't feel like wanna out with him always....because sometime he like uncle.....talk lots and anything also must tell me.....I'm not your diary asshole!!! I also don't like his miss call....know why?? cause he never know his limit.....got once he call me from my full battery until my battery low and still never stop calling....once a call never been answered then you should know what you should do and not keep on call non-stop to my handset again......I really don't like non-stop calling....it's like I'm in the prison.....ever second must tell you what the hell am I doing.....


So I call him back with pissed off mood and tell him I gonna go out with him tomorrow since my time is really pack with something else......

he change......

It looks like he doesn't understand much bout me actually.....I thought he really understand almost fully bout me......as you can see I'm talking bout my boy......he makes me really sad today.....last time when ever I doesn't follow him he will pampered with me so that I follow him.....but today when I say I don't want to follow him.....he like freaking unhappy bout that and that really makes me feel he change.....he really change......

The worse part is he say he will bring me go watch movie after done visit his friend.....I really scare this part....know why?? cause he never do it......I remember last time he telling me that he gonna go back early when gathering with his primary school friend....but it doesn't happen......he's like go there waiting for them so freaking early then it's like talk with them until they almost wanna go home......it's not first time he telling me he gonna go home early when gathering with his friend.....he never do it.......

Plus the most hurting part is that till now after so long in relationship with him.....he doesn't even give me a soft toy at all.......but that's not all.....he give his ex-girlfriend a soft toy during her birthday which I din't even got a chance to get at all during my birthday or important day such as anniversary, valentine day and etc.....is that really should a boyfriend do to his beloved girlfriend?? I have enough of this......even the Mr.Alvin can give me a simple gift like this during a normal day and not even an important day yet........I really can't understand my boy thinking anymore.....he really change.....

genting....

Today I found my happiest moment at Genting.....which is when I win 3 dolls from Genting mini stall.....plus all the expenses that I used at Genting is paid by Mr.Alvin......due to my boy can't follow me go so I call him up to accompany me at there since my aunt, my future uncle and my uncle went to casino......

In the middle of the mountain we all went to a France Village which is a new destination for most of us......but then it's a good place for those that like to take picture because that place got a wonderful scenery plus a nice whether.......

On the way up to Genting it's really a terrible jam.....lots of cars stop at the road side due to car problem....luckily we din't face that......but we face a terrible time finding a place to park the car.......even it's the fourth day of chinese new year still tons of people at there......I guess if I really wanna enjoy at there then I need to pick a normal day.......

first day of cny....

As usual for me the first day of chinese new year I'll go to temple but then this year special a bit....my boy follow my family go to temple which then he get confuse which temple I'm talking about.....he took me to the wrong place and I'm like unhappy about it......then when we reach the correct temple he din't went inside to pray with me.....

The most pissed off me stuff is that he wasted a lot of coconut juice when he carry them to us......I really freaking unhappy that moment.....first he din't ask properly how to go to the temple I wanna go to....then this thing happen which make my day ruin........I really don't know why he can't think properly and don't get so freaking nervous to give me those drinks.....I know he don't want me to wait but then wasted so much and make other cups sticky is most irritating part for me.....it's really a bad day for me......worst chinese new year starting I ever face.......


But then before going to temple I went to my boy relative house and took quite a lot of ang pow.....plus eat my breakfast........his relative house really quite a lot of people....big family he got there which I don't really like big family.........because big family very complicated.....

chinese new year eve

Had a wonderful dinner at a restaurant which located at Setia Alam......then went to my boy house cause he wanted to get some rest......because he also went to my family reunion dinner...XD

Then it's 12 o'clock so happy new year guys...XD

hehe.....

Mr.Alvin bought a hamper for my family....I really happy because I never receive hamper before......

Watched "The Magician" with him and it's really a nice movie....worth to watch but I really never thought that the ticket price for the movie is so freaking expensive.....aw.....I really make him bankrupt......but I don't think he will bankrupt cause he really keep a lot of money........

After I reach front gate of my house.....I ask him to give those hamper to my mum by himself and not through me......then he chit chat a while with my mum....most unpredictable thing that happen both Mr.Alvin and my boy meet face to face......when I want to send Mr.Alvin out my boy so in time reach and saw both of us....his face really black and unhappy......hmm......I really don't know what to do cause it's not my fault......but my mum keep on say is my fault.......I don't know why it's my fault........

cleaning......

So busy cleaning the house....my house really freaking dirty.....but if my house is not dirty then I should be scare cause I only clean the house once a year...which is this time every year before chinese new year........well.....I gotta go clean every corner of my house now....see ya soon.....^^

around the world...

Today I really busy cause need to accompany my boy to buy his clothes.....but at the same time I still worry that my dad will saw me and him hold hands....my dad still got some of those old version of thinking........but luckily I din't saw him saw us.....haha.......

Spend almost whole day at there just to buy few clothes......but still happy cause he get to find his size of shirt at there.......

wow.....

Went out with the guy that keep say chase after me for about 2 years.....and his name is Mr.Alvin........I went out kinda late with him and it's really rushing for me......because he late send me back and just in few minute after I reach house my boy reach to come pick me up.....I totally no time to wash my oily face at all.....

Plus, I watch movie which is "Hellgate" with him.......kinda scary movie for me cause suddenly got a face pop out of no where......but still the movie kinda more to religious which I don't really interested to watch that movie if I know it from early.......since I thought is a ghost movie so I went to watch it.....really disappointed with the element of the movie.......

I saw one of my facebook friend at there....he's working as a sales man I think inside a branch of Ogawa......he really looks different from his facebook picture....wow....

I bought a shoe at Sundance shop which cost me Rm88....really expensive....if I know buying this shoe at this shop is much more expensive than the same shoe that I saw at other shop then I should just trouble a bit and go buy at the cheaper shop.......really make me bankrupt...........

After went to Bukit Raja Jusco I went to Klang Parade which not located very far from Jusco.......I went there because I'm so freaking interested with the big ware house sale that they're doing......so ended up buy a handbag and 2 pillow......even it's a sale but still cost Rm150.......money now days doesn't look like money at all.....after spend so much I can't even see a thing.....damn.......but I still happy cause all the bill not I pay.....^^

opps...

I think I shouldn't do like this to him but then since it's his own williness then I just gotta follow......recently I went shopping with this guy which have chase me for 2 year and I found out that he kinda good sometimes......not really bad at all.....but that condition is when he say he wanna buy stuff for me.....I like guy that willing to spend money on me.....some more he say no matter how expensive the thing is as long as the price is within his limit he sure can buy it for me......last time he say he wanna buy a white gold bracelet for me but then it's kinda too expensive for me to accept it so I still thinking want what present as my birthday gift......

So I went shopping with him and ended up he totally din't buy anything for himself but I bought a lot stuff for myself......he buy for me a handbag and pillow which is for my own sake.....plus he bring me to watch movie which my boy actually haven't bring me to watch movie for some time already......

When going away from Klang Parade I saw my friend which get stuck at parking because no body willing to let her car into the queue......actually I suspect that is my friend at the first view because from their back I got a feeling that normal people that have start working for quite sometime wont have such an totally nerd and immature style of fashion and hair.......I really hope to see my friend soon after they have change their style of thinking and fashion........

now u get it??

I hate people control how I wear and how I should wear when I'm with what type of shoes......I really hate.....cause it's like I'm just a doll for them to decorate as how they like and never care bout my feelings......if that's so why wanna be with a human instead a doll??? now japan got sell those human doll......so just go buy them if you're really dissatisfied with how my appearance is....damn it......

More worse I don't really like people control how my shopping should be and how I should spend my money.....I got brain ok?? so stop controlling me.........first thing that I hate bout people are those people that trying to control me.....I'm human and I got feelings....why don't try to change position with me and see how you gonna feel bout it dude?? 

Whenever I go out with my friends I need to like always keep on looking on my phone.....know why?? because whenever he call.......no matter how busy am I with my friends........I still need to answer his call......he never think of this stuff......like when he is with his friend I don't really put hope on him reply me or answering my call.....why can't do the same as me?? if you keep on look on the phone then what is the purpose you go out with friends...am I right??? 

new year.....

It's really a nice day after all.....I receive another present from this guy that chase after me for about 2 years and then it's really a nice gift.......a teddy bear....as all of the girl would like it......even though it's a bit late for christmas present but then it's better than none.......this guy even say wanna buy me my birthday present which my boy din't even do such thing to me at all......

I hate wedding dinner but no choice cause I'm the eldest in the house......I always get pick to represent my family to go to such things....don't understand why my little brother can't get pick on such thing......the food they prepare for the wedding dinner is much better than the previous wedding dinner I went too.....this company don't really put a lot of preservative into the soup where the previous wedding dinner that company really put a lot until I have to drink 3 glasses of water after drink a bowl of soup........

It's a new beginning of the year....and I feel this year the beginning is quite nice.....I really like a nice beginning but then hope I won't end up this year with a bad ending......