my special day.....

Today is my special day which is my birthday. I wish myself a very happy birthday. My wishes for the year is to find back my lost tarantula and have enough money to buy a car. Know what? Even the new tarantula are missing now. Jeez. Every tarantula that I put inside that tank sure will went missing after some time. I really wondering what's wrong with that tank. But lucky enough, my scorpions are still with me. Thank god.

Enough with the sadness already. Now, let see. Woke up bout noon and then online facebook a while. After that, went out with my aunt to shop at GM. The moment I reach there, I saw there's a blood donation campagne going on. I'm so excited. But still, first priority goes to shopping. Started to shop bout 3 in the noon and manage to stop our shopping bout 6 plus in the evening. Blood donation have to be cancel due to my blood doesn't meet the requirement. Kinda sad tho. I wanted to donate out my blood so much.

After that, I plan to go back bath before I went to my birthday dinner but in the end, I couldn't make it because when I almost reach my house, I saw my aunt car at the opposite lane. So, I directly go to eat my dinner with such a uncomfortable body. My birthday ends with a birthday cake that my boyfriend bought. He make me surprise. I never thought that he would ever buy me a ice-cream birthday cake. It makes me so happy eventhough the cake is kinda small.

Oh ya. Before I forget, I would like to share something that I've experience today. How should I start this? Oh well, I start it from the moment I enter this shop then. Ok. I enter this shop due to those cheap looking dress and in the end, the price quite suit the quality of the cloth. But, I really dislike the old lady boss and her one and only servant. They're so rude to me and my aunt. I curse them to death. At first, I'm not so angry of them but keep on think bout it really make my blood boil. I've never seen such a seller in my life.

 It all started when we go fitting room to test the shirt that caught our eye. The moment I wear it, I know this shirt can't fit nicely. But still, I need to show my aunt. So I show her and guess what that stupid lady said. "Our generation now are all fat people. They have such an nice lifestyle, not like us." she said. I was like wtf. You wanna know what she said before I test? She keep on claim that I confirm can wear this shirt and in the end, you know it. I can't exactly fit in it at all. Ok. Fine. 

Then my cousin sister went and test her cloth. While my cousin was in fitting room, my younger cousin who is  a hyperactive keep on run here run there. Then this old lady say " You should teach your child some lesson". I was wth wrong with you. It's none of your business you damn slut. So when my cousin come out, my first expression of the ceongsam that she wore are absolutely a no because it make her look so mature and old when she's only 15. Now guess what the old lady said. "It fit perfectly on you. You should buy it. You look nice in it. Suit you perfectly." that's what she said. I was like keep your damn mouth shut. Don't try to make yourself look like a fool. Lucky enough, my cousin din't got trick by her words. At the moment my cousin say she doesn't want to buy that ceongsam, that old lady started her bitch talk. "You should buy it. It's cheap. Your mum can afford it since it's only RM58. The cheapest price you can ever find." And we insist not buying it and left the shop immediately. I swear to myself never let myself buy anything from there anymore...!!! That perfect old auntie should go in her casket asap. Seriously.

disqualified

I hate that shop. It totally pissed me off. Today was the day where I'll go get my blood test for the first time in my life. In mentally, I was kinda nervous but in reality I'm excited until my whole heart gonna blow out. But due to some circumstances, my perfect planning after blood test have epicly fail.

Okie. I shall begin it like this. Woke up and get my ass ready up before 8 in the morning. The moment I reach there, quite an amount of people are already waiting at there so I got no choice but to wait for turn. When it's my turn, that faking bitch fail to take out my blood and guess how many time have she poke me with her bloody needle? 2 times..!!! Oh god. It's so freaking painful man. I was thinking that she is using us (patient) as her experimental subject. I'm actually suspecting she doesn't even have any certificate at all. 

So in the end, she tell me to wait for 2nd round. Ok. I waited for another 1 hour plus which is almost all people are done except me and my cousin which is 2nd round. All of a sudden, one of the clerk at receptionist come in and help her. I don't know why she suddenly come in but I'm grateful that she does. If she din't come in, I really don't know how I'll end up be. Thanks to her, my blood sample at last done. No more extra hole poking and no more pain to gain. Unfortunate for my cousin, she got herself poke for the 4th time before they got the amount of blood they want. Pity her. Most importantly, pity us. We are the ones who reach there not long after they open and we are the last one who got out of the shop. Dammit. So frustrated.

Then, I continue with my plan which is to treat my mum for her brunch as her birthday present. Luckily she love it. It's not like she really loves it but something which is more than like it. Do you get what I meant? Oh well, RM150 gone by just like that. I actually thought it will be more expensive due to 9 people are dinning in but I've never dream of it's not as expensive as I thought it would be. Lucky.

Well, my place gonna rain soon. Hope it'll be a wonderful day.

=-=

These few days, my day end up with disappointment from everywhere. First of all, I thought my nail polish which I buy from online will reach on today but it din't. Secondly, I thought that my new tarantula will arrive on today and end up arrived on different day. Third of all, I wanna adopt a pretty nice doggie that I found on the street but end up rejected by my dad.

In the end, when my nail polish arrive I tested the product whether it's true or not and guess what? I found out that I got trick by online stuff. I doesn't even glow in the dark and the quality of the nail polish is so poor. It's like I use extra money to buy something which is much worse than those people selling around my house. Dam it.

My tarantula in the end arrive on 19/12/2012 which is a day before my mum's birthday. Aw man..!! However, it's kinda big compare to my previous slings and I really don't know whether I can handle it a not since it's actually listed in the expert tarantula list. Those mealworms that I bought from online store are quite large in size. Kinda regret buying from online store tho. Make all my babies scare of the food itself.

Now that I've notice, I would like to say that I can't actually become a rich person. I notice it after I finish writing this post. Whenever I got money in my purse or on my hand, there's is a high probability I'm buying stuff which are normal or even worse quality with double of the original price. I'm so stupid right? Just admit that I'm stupid. I got fooled by those perfect picture and own desire. 

Guess what? Tomorrow is my mum's birthday and I haven even bought a present. I don't know what I should get for her since she doesn't need anything. Plus my mum just ate her birthday cake yesterday. What should I do then?

new ones

My new tarantula are coming. I just got myself order another tarantula which is not suppose to be pet by me (beginner). I got myself buying an expert type of tarantula. I wonder if I can handle it properly a not. Kinda nervous. I really hope to see it soon but I guess it's not gonna arrive at my house sharp on monday. And now I kinda miss my old missing tarantula. But seems she so bad get herself running away, I shouldn't be missing her tho. It's her decision to stay by my side a not. But I really hope this new tarantula won't run away cause it's really active and have an aggressive behavior plus it's kinda big. The maximum size of it when it reach adulthood estimated about 20cm. But that is not the real maximum size of it. I read through the internet saying it's different size based on the tarantula itself. So I hope she can break world record..!!! I wanna get myself into the record. And I wonder how much money will I be getting. XD

No weekend part time job to do is like that. I need to get myself to another source of income. If not I gonna die at my own burden. Really hope there's is another source. I got fed up with my work now. Company ain't paying my EPF before confirmation and there's no increase of salary after confirmation. Plus, if suddenly boss mood not good I'll anytime be aim as black sheep. I really hate working inside an office with old people. I just can't read their mind at all. Some more, I don't quite like her small wife. I don't know why but I just got a feeling she is dangerous. Is so uncomfortable working there you know. Feel like resigning even just work there for a while but I will trouble my boy if like that. Now, I'm making myself stuck at a sandwich theory. And I hate it hate it hate it...!!!

121212

Today is a special day. Out of nowhere, suddenly everyone is talking about this figure. But to me, it's also kinda special because something happen to me. Well, it all started on the early morning before I go to work. My tarantula suddenly went missing. It's the forth time it escape from it's tank. I don't get it. How to escape when there's no space for it to run off? Ok. Nevermind.

Then, when I reach to office there's a whole day non work to do. I was like OMG. So I bored to death in the office. Then, when my boss know my tarantula went missing, he like don't even believe me. Haiz.

Then when I check my facebook for message (bout removing tag from those selling things), I saw one irritating message. Guess what that idiotic company reply me. He say's that it's non of his business and ask me to remove those tag by myself. And I was thinking "If I can remove by myself, do you think I'll ask you to remove it?". So I politely reply him something like this "I can't remove all those tag by myself since some of it is tag by you and it's quite a lot of those picture which is 666. So could you kindly help me remove?". Then here comes the most unreasonable reply "Are you stupid? I din't tag you in so many picture. Just unfriend me or unlike the page then will do.". And then I told him "I din't even friend you or like your page. And who do you call stupid? If you're so genius then your product suppose to be hot at everywhere and ain't on my album dude. So who's the stupid?". And then continuous of it are all about scolding #$%&*$ between me and that idiot company. Conclusion, I got myself block without even that bastard removing my tag.

Know why I message them? It's all because when I wanna search for my old picture where my old schoolmate tag me, I barely find them. It's like I'm looking at other people's facebook and not mine.All those picture are so annoying (fact that it's all flat chest shirt & unknown product). I just don't get them. 

So there goes my 121212 day. Undergoes such an imaginable day. I really wanna forget today's stuff.

daddy birthday

He really likes it. He really does like it. Imaginable. I though he won't like it since it's not his favorite restaurant but in he end, he's really satisfy with this place. This place is at one of the restaurant in Bayu Perdana. I bring him here for his birthday dinner. Of coarse with my family plus my boy. Actually I plan to pay all by myself but my boy keep on arguing with me bout 1:1 ratio. I just don't get it. He almost out of money and he still wanna fight with me bout this stuff. Even when his dad birthday I totally din't give anything at all. Making me feel so guilty is really his expertise.

Let's continue. It's kinda a lot people when we reach there plus it's heavy rain and we got a table outside. Even it's under the roof, the rain still get us. So in the end, we got ourself changing the seats about 3 time only get the real seat and  my dad is really unhappy bout it. Luckily, the speed of them serving the food and the quality of the food is not bad, he's satisfy even though change seat so many time. And I even saw the cute side of my dad. I really feel happy for the first time bout him. He's just so cute. While having his spec on, he's so busy eating making him totally no time at all to fix up his falling down spec. And the expression on his face that time, really suit it. It's like those in manga type.

In the end, paying up for about RM60 is not bad at all. Order quite a lot of food and the taste not really as bad as other places. So, it's worth it. Really worth it. Hope to come here again soon but I don't think my mum wanna come here to eat on her birthday since she kinda like those japanese or korean food. Gotta keep tons of money for her dinner. She's so unimaginable.

uncle's birthday!!

Today is my uncle birthday and we decided to celebrate with him by bringing him to Korean restaurant. I din't go cause I don't really like Korean style food and I kinda bankrupt so I hope my uncle won't angry at me for my absence.

Oh well, what to do? My salary only come out in the middle of the month and so fast I already out of money. Now days the money aren't like those old times. You can't even see what thing you spend on based on the amount of money. Plus my so call "boss" din't give me any EPF money. I need to help him pay to the EPF side. Damn him. So damn rich and still wanna count with this few hundred Ringgit.

wth boss?

Alright...now it's time for me to release my stress of the day..I can't take it anymore longer....I wanna say one word to my boss now which is "Fak you!!!". Before I start my work at here, I remember telling him that this is my first time doing this job and I know nothing bout this job...and his previous secretary din't fully teach me everything that I should know...damn her...now she really made a sin...I get scold from boss due to din't do my job properly...I admit it's my mistake but then do you still need to nag for the whole day?? Do you need to tell others that are not on the spot bout the mistake I just did?? Wtf boss..!!!

After that he make things go worse...he sit down chit-chatting with other staff bout the previous secretary and me...they keep on comparing me and her....lets just say he absolutely not satisfy with me? Even my body shape he also unsatisfied....if you really like that previous secretary so much...hire her back then....stop making comparing bout me and her....I'm not her you stupid bastard!! I'm who I'm. You don't have any faking right to judge me...!! Even my mum din't judge me like you did..!! Oh well...in the end nothing end well. 

The worse part is even my boyfriend din't support me. I thought at the moment when I need his support, he will be there supporting me. It seems like I shouldn't put any hope on him either. He just throwing away my hope like his rubbish. Controlling me like an inspector with his soldier. I had enough already. Promises that we made when we newly together and now are so different. Don't make the word appear in my mind. It has high possibility to happen you know.

busy day..!!

First of all, I wanna wish every malay religion in this world "Happy Hari Raya Haji". Secondly, I'm ready to go outing with my friend at KL area today. I'm superb happy. At last got a chance to outing with my friend at somewhere far plus I got a chance to view KL fully. Oh yeah. I can't wait for my butterfly in my stomach to end.

I reach at the promised train station at 9 in the morning where I noticed that my friend are already waiting for me. They're more punctual than I'm. Then our first destination at KL is Pasar Seni. First time going there and I notice it's actually a crowded place with many shop. But due to the public holiday which is Hari Raya Haji, many shop off and I can't get a fully view of that place. What a waste. But at a corner of that area, I saw what I hoping to see for so long which is insect preservation. I was like OMG. So many beautiful butterfly and bettle at there. It makes me so happy. I thought of buying one of those and put them in my house but the price is really scary. I don't think I can afford those beautiful masterpiece.Unfortunately I'm not allowed take picture. If not I sure will take and upload it at here.

Then our second destination are Suria KLCC. It's bored hanging out at there since all the shop at there are branded and if you're not having any branded stuff hanging on you, then nobody cares bout you. We had our teatime at Starbuck. 

The last destination of the day is Midvalley. Actually my focus of this outing is to go to Midvalley only. When I reach there, all I saw is the place are packed with people. It's kinda hard to search for that "Pet Wonderland" shop since they just change their shop location. In the end after walking so many rounds, I found it. The shop actually is located right behind this shop which is middle of renovation. Damn it. So hard to find that shop. But it's worth cause I get what I want. I bought 3 pack of moss, 2 hygrometer and 1 plastic tank for my scorpion. After having some dessert, we all head back to Klang. 

After whole day non-stop walking, at last I can go back to my house to rest my leg for a while. It's absolutely tiring to walk so many place non-stop. Even in between got sit down a while, totally insufficient for me. Most importantly, I'm having a bad day today. My bag spoil due to I put galaxy tab inside. Now I need to buy another new bag where it can support my tab. Argh!! So annoying!!!

abnormal?

I just don't get it. Why must my tarantula keep on hiding below the wood bark that I've prepare and never move out of it?? Is it death?? But it still will move after I touch it. And my scorpion, it keep wanted to climb the wall of the tank. Why in the world I get to see something unusual perhaps?? It's not normal right for a scorpion to have eager to climb the tank container and a tarantula to keep on hide below the wood bark and not inside of it?

I just don't get what you want oh my pet..!! Please stop torturing me anymore. It's ok if you don't eat and drink but in this case you're not moving either...really will scare me to die....I really will think that you die you know?? so please anyone...give me some guide what to do with them?? I don't really think I can stand it..

arrived.

Today is the arrival day of my pet. Actually I really hope it'll arrived at my company cause my boss wanted to see it so much. Unfortunately due to the company can't read I only can show them on the next day.

The pet look so different compare to the picture that they put there. It looks kinda dull in color plus the size is just so tiny. How am I gonna feed them?? *headache

ok then u b******!!

Guess what? This company really play a fool out of me. First I send an e-mail to them saying that I wanna add stuff and then they say ok. Next I send another e-mail to them saying bout what stuff I wanna add on. Then this happens. The next e-mail they reply me saying noted bout adding another tarantula but unfortunate for me that the tweezer that I wanted are out of stock. Ok, fine. Since it's out of stock then I got no choice but to choose other tweezer.

After I have chosen other tweezer and send another confirmation e-mail to them, they said that is also out of stock. My temper really up. Why in the world this tweezer and that tweezer that I want are out of stock?? plus if really it's out of stock you should really put a sign there which stock is out of stock you idiot. Nevermind, then I go re-choosing tweezer again. Then they told me all this type of tweezer are out of stock. I was like mother fcker. Why in the world even I wanna buy something also so hard?? this don't have that don't have...argh..... So in the end I decided to buy those straight tweezer which look very horrible...!! Ok...then I told them to change the address due to my parent scare to receive that. And know what?? They still say they noted bout then changed address. Fine with me if they really notice it but in the end I think you guys already know the answer.

Son of a bitch. They still sending it to my house after I've given them my company address. Argh!!! Superb annoying idiot..!! Can't they READ?? Making me doing double job stuff....I hate them alright.

exoreptiles

U know what does the title mean?? well it's a company name which sell those rare pets such as tarantula, snakes, gecko and tons of other animal. If you're interested you can go internet to search for it. Maybe I can say that this is the one and only company that sell rare animal in Malaysia and other shop are borrowing his things to sell at their shop.

Well, I have recently order a Grammostola rosea tarantula and a baby scorpion from them. Erm....it's actually my first time petting such an exotic animal. I have been so busy keep on search on the internet bout them that I forget to prepare well my tank. I wonder how will my pet react to the tank that I've prepare for them. Will they die due to incorrect environment that I've prepare?? I really worried bout it.

Actually, I suddenly have this idea of petting exotic animals or maybe you can say from young itself I already very interested to get one of those. But due to last time I was still young thus when the moment I grow up I forgotten bout it. Now that I suddenly remember it back thanks to the "nothing to do" job, I really should continue my interest.

29/9/2012

I bought it....I bought it.....at last I bought it......my dream phone.....Samsung Galaxy Tab 2(10.1)....I really bought it....after waited for 1 hour plus it's really worth it....and I never thought that taking the plan is so easy......you see....yesterday was the last day of promotion at my place due to digi centre din't open on sundays....thus quite a lot people at there yesterday....and when it's my turn I had butterfly in my stomach.....incredibly I never thought buying a tab will make me feel so nervous......when that worker told me that I only need to pay after 10 month and payment is not RM88 but RM68 (discount RM20 off), I more happy....oh god....happiest moment in my life.....having a dream come true.....now I really wish all my dream come true....then I'll be the happiest girl in the world....

But thanks to my dream come true, I'm officially broke and now not even a single cent with me or in my pocket....I really hope that my boss will hurry up and give me that damn salary......I really need that money to touch up my tab....and most important of all I need to settle up the borrowed money from my guy....haix.....when will you out salary??!!! I can't wait any longer......oh man...!!!

annoying day!!

What an unlucky day....I thought when I post "Looking for par time job on sat and sun" at a group in Facebook called "Vacany In Klang" then I really will get those normal time part time job....but who know that when I post that....2 person pm me.....both also is guy and they're telling me to join freelancer & partner of his beauty consultant or something like that....at first it was okey cause I don't know the details yet....but when I know the detail I'm pissed off.....I never thought that I'll waste my time on those useless people & job...

Well I don't know if I understood the freelancer concept fully or not but the rough idea was investment....investing on something and teach by someone who isn't a professional in investment and the main thing was confirm will get profit out of it and if ask friends to join we will also get profit out of our friends joining.....and this info was told by a guy younger than me and incredibly he did profit out of it.....but still I don't think it's permanent cause I've heard one story of something like this.....and guess what?? That company closed in like bout 2 years and that's it....RM3000 minimum fly away due to the closing of company......and now you're telling me something as easy as this can earn me a lot of forever money?? no way man.....I'm not gonna believe in it unless you show me some prove.....and the this young kid who told me keep on teaching me bout investment as thou he got a PhD in investment......tell me investment are not influence by politic or what so ever....and I was like wtf.....are you sure not influence by anything?? if really din't influence by anything how come those share will go up and down whole day?? Are you a noob kid that being cheated by those adult to throw money into something that you don't really know and understand fully?? Have you think of those negative result you'll get if you invest in the wrong side?? Most irritating part is that he tell me don't keep on think so much cause that will delay my success rate....and I was shock.....don't he ever think bout earning money ain't as easy as he though?? Damn that kid......hope he fail in investment.....damn it!!

Then this another guy can't be trusted at all....he tell me that his beauty company are in the top5 listing in the world....and studying in his beauty company including the product of the coarse doesn't cost me more than RM2500....are you seriously joking with me?? did you think that I'm so stupid to trust you that top 5 beauty company in the world would give such a cheap price for studying in there?? It's impossible man....and most important of all why can't you tell me the company name?? Why must you tell me to search internet for it?? Obviously that you're cheating me to enter this academy....and I'm not gonna fall for the cheap price of it....perhaps other people will fall for it cause it's golden opportunity but I don't really wanna risk my money out of it.....now at this moment of my life money is like gold.....I don't wanna waste on rubbish stuff such as studying in an academy which don't have international approval or certificate or perhaps something such as that....I need a part time work that can consistently give me income through out my life and no risky thing in it at all......why is it so hard to be found now??!!!!

So my day ended up with those annoying people keep on pop up at the Facebook chat box.....and talk nonsense to me.....I'm will think a lot before throwing such an amount of money into anything......so if anyone wanna invite me into anything that give me profit please think carefully what you gonna tell me....please tell me in very detail bout calculation...profit thing....system and etc.....I don't wanna being invited out to listen to something that is rubbish and waste my time at there.....if you think you're gonna pay me for my wasted time perhaps I'll think bout it....if not don't ever even plan to ask me out to listen nonsense!! I hate these kind of people.....thought that I'm a stupid or a sucker and will simply throw money into anything that will come profit out of it.....nah....I want a legal way to get profit & I wanna make sure I know how they get profit out of it.....I din't study for nothing...=p

I hate you very much!!

That person is my mum......it's normal for a daughter to hate and love her at same time....it always happen to anyone in the world....it's also impossible to hate her forever....but then this time she pissed me off again.....I really don't get her.....I feel that internet have changed her...!! 

Tomorrow is my niece birthday....and now I'm in the middle of dilemma....between buying a long dreamed Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1 or wasting my money on a gift that she doesn't even give a damn.....and in the end I have to choose to buy her gift that she doesn't even give a damn......I was wondering why my mum keep on force me to buy her a gift....it's not she's a poor girl and she doesn't even need anything......why my mum must see me waste money only happy?? Is it all because of her face??? If that the case then my mum face really cheap.....no offence.....I really feel such a way now......

So in the end I wasted like RM36 buying a rubbish.....nah....I don't want to give a damn temporary care bout them anymore....I hate them to the extreme now......>3<!!!

it's bored !!

Hang out at my second working place and I fall in love with that place in first sight.....why?? good question....because when I'm inside the office it's like I'm in own house.....even need to do a cleaner job but I'm ok with it because salary higher than my previous working place......and main thing my job kinda relax...not like my previous place....full of tension and busy atmosphere....at here I even have time to enjoy my teatime....most important I got plenty of time to go to washroom......not like my previous place....go washroom also mush rush me out due to no me they can't survive.......damn superior.....

I continuously hang out at there 2 days straight and I suddenly found it's actually bored when there's no work to do......looks like I need to bring something like story books or perhaps IQ's book to play with....it's also kinda disappointing when my table don't even have a single drawer...!! OMG...!! How in the world I gonna keep my teatime snack now?? Don't tell me I must bring everyday....I'm a lazy bump and a forgetful person.....=(

In the end I'm satisfy with this new working place......next week Tuesday officially starting this job....I can't wait till then.....I really wanna enjoy such a life.....this new job is call JOB!!! 

bye bye first job!!

Can't wait for my new job to start which is my second job.......I think that maybe I can stay longer at this job since this job is not like my first job.....words that I can use to describe my first job is none...because my first job is like totally disaster......I still remembering myself working like an idiot at there.......now when I think back I feel I just wasted almost half a year at there....cause until the end, that manager still din't even give a damn care giving me the confirmation letter.......and I really disappointed with them.....they really doesn't should have my trust.....

Now that I have learn quite something from my first job I think I should make it as an experience of life.....which is life full of failure people, slut and bitches..!! Nah....just joking......those experience is impossible to be described by words.....even they were, I don't think I can describe in a short blog..XD

This time of the moment I really hope I can earn a lot money in future......I can't stand with such a poor life....such a bored life.....got nothing in hand and nothing in property....and my age gonna reach 21 soon.....it's like an insult for not getting anything big in my history...!!

black sheep??!!

I thought that will be the last time I'll ever become a black sheep but who know I just found out that I still become a black sheep to this new staff.....last time I become a black sheep is because the supervisor din't have a good vision so she see it wrongly and ended up I tell the customer the wrong thing....but now this new staff I tell him the correct thing and when he did it wrongly and the supervisor found it out....I still get the blame....and I was thinking "Hello blind people...don't you guys have a brain to think and an eye to see??" Bastard people working at this place....I really wondering should I still stay at here.....such a no systematic place with such a lousy supervisor.....I should double think now.....

it's so unfair.....

This month working timetable is so unfair....why?? Cause some people get a chance to off 3 day in a row plus that time is weekend.....when most many people time he off.....then it's like I need to do 2 time in a row of Sat & Sun full shift....damn it....you know how tired will I be a not?? None of them get what I get.....and most irritating thing is that their salary is just same as mine salary....they don't need to do so many work but I need to do so many extra working......feel so pissed off man....

Then actually this month my turn to replace the guard during his rest time is actually over....but who know suddenly my supervisor tell me to replace this girl since she is noon shift......and I need to stand extra one hour at there.....damn it.....you know I got a lot of work to do a not?? Why don't find a person that don't have a lot of work to do huh?? I need to handle magazine section.....then airline.....then open table....then now it's like whole department I need to handle....but I just work here not even more than 3 month....most important of all I'm not a confirm worker......don't you feel guilty for making me do so many work and din't add my allowance?? Maybe this place isn't a very good place to work for long term.....looks like I gonna run away from here after this bullshit company din't owe me any of my overtime money......

I really pissed off today.....tell me to be guard.......it's like so freaky unfair.....why can't he do the guard stuff?? Why must me?? His name is not in the guard list so you can actually tell him do it.....it's like you like him so I gonna do all his bullshit work while he do all the good work.....plus that girl I'm replacing is quite close to him and very further away from me.....why?? WHY???!!!! 

Oh ya......there's one more thing I haven't say.....my department got 3 supervisor......one of them keep on telling me that we're a team.....and I strongly disagree with her.....which part of us look like a team?? When I busy with my magazine, none of them come help me....they rather stand at there talking and not helping me......when housekeeping time they only do their own part and doesn't even give a damn bout my part....so why must I make myself suffer to help them?? If I help them doesn't mean they will help me either right??? 

at last i'm back....

At last....I'm back to blogging....wanna know why I went missing?? Cause my pc get spoil & now only manage to fix it....and still it's not in perfect condition.....really hate my pc.....

There's a lot thing I wanna say.....I started this work on mid april and it's a miracle that I make quite some new friends....when I newly enter to  Popular, supervisor of my department bully me.....but then more worse of all, I get to do a lot of work while other staff not as much of work as I & ended up salary same as me....damn it....I really pissed off when I go compare my salary with others.....argh!!!

But then working at this place is not really that bad either....at least I get to read some latest magazine and books.....and most important thing of all, I wont bored to death.....^^ 

curse u!

I'm gonna curse that boss of that department......how can she forget a worker's interview?? More worse she doesn't even inform her staff bout my presence.....when I call her back she say she'll call back to Padini to tell her staff to interview me....and I was like *damn you......you doesn't even respect me and you aspect me to respect a person that doesn't respect me?? Go to hell......

While her staff,Yen talking to her boss, June....I heard something bout not confirm bout this interview thing and she doesn't even aspect me to reach there........that pissed me......because I still remember that time when I call her she say she confirm will meet me at there....plus she say she'll be at there.....so now I ended up being interviewed by her staff and not her......the worse thing that ever happen to me on this interview is that Yen tell me her department actually plan to hire an experience sales girl & not a first time worker....but do you know that the vacancy board din't put up such details...? and boss din't say such thing to me either?? did you make it up or it's a real stuff..?......so I was like (-___-) + boom.....after all the time I wasted to listen to the rules & payment and now you're telling me this faking shit thing..??!! I'm FAKING NOT GONNA WORK HERE!! I don't want to work under such a worse company....a boss that can forget a worker's interview and staff that doesn't even give a damn bout what that board details.....I'm not gonna step in your company.....!! even you wanna hire me I'm not accepting you!! so bye bastard!! 

I can work??

Today is Monday and every beginning of the day is a good day....thus I'm really having a good day today.....because while I'm having my brunch at a cafe...suddenly my phone rang....it's a message from the job that I apply.....it says "I'm from Padini....please call me back...." and here I go...call her back.....erm...maybe can say I successfully get that job....because she tell me to bring my photocopy IC and picture plus EPF.......but I still worry if they suddenly reject me......because I haven't pass their 2nd interview yet........=(

I meet one of my old friend and she's with her boyfriend having lunch together......aw.....such a sweet couple.......I bet they must be working at the same company......she doesn't really change much....she's still same like those old days......Hope she marry fast so that I get to attend to her wedding ceremony.......>~< 

sao mu....

I hate this time of the moment every year......this year even worse....I need to go both side......last time I used to go my mum side only but thanks to my dad this year I need to go to his side too....my grandma grave is not those modern grave but it's a traditional type of grave.....it's really tiring today because today went back to Perak to tidy up my grandma grave......so many wild grass with thorns around.....plus my grandma grave it's like a big clump of wild grasses.....luckily the sun din't rise up so much today.....if it does I confirm I'll get sunburn.....

How should I put it? erm.....I got 2 aunt....then this smallest aunt that went with us is totally a noob...she simply do things and mess up all those method that should be done....I totally don't know how to continue her work....plus my aunt & niece doesn't cooperate with me....they keep on talking & do their own stuff.....my aunt keep on tell me "Just simply do it. If not we can't go home early."...I was like dafuq.....and I was thinking "You really mean to come and clean it up or you just wanna act infront of grandma?".....niece more worse....the elder sister keep on standing still like a wood & din't help out.....the younger ones keep on hold an umbrella which the sun is not really shining......my bro keep on run here run there and take it like a playground......and I was so busy keep on thinking how to continue what my aunt has done to the steps that I forget to reply message to my beloved one.....XD 

Well after a serious thinking...I really don't think I can adapt to that kind of living environment.....toilet at outside....house so big plus not very clean.....bedroom can fall down to ground any moment.....tv so tiny that if you sit too far away you can't even see a thing.....haiz....I really miss my own house so much.....I miss city so much.....those village that really is a village and not city in the village.....those food stall even worse.....at least those most outdated city stall is 10 times better than village stall.....they make house to be a shop at village.....and that's not the main point...the main point is even your shop are tiny but then the environment it's like omg.....chairs & table all so messy and dirty....chopstick and spoon not very clean....most important of all food that is being served is not safety enough to be eaten.......tell me then....can you adapt to this kind of environment?? I can tell you I can't live on at here....even a sec at here I feel myself so dirty......argh!!

memorial day....

Wanna know why it's a memorial day?? It's because today is the day where I pierce another hole at my upper part of my left ear......cost me Rm10 which is kinda expensive....last time with that amount of money I can already pierce a pair of hole....now it's only a hole.....so freaking expensive that shop.......now my ear so pain......


Additional to that.....I make a new spectacle today.....cost me Rm200 but I only need to pay RM100 and it's all because of buy 3 free 1 coupon....thanks to that coupon now I can keep my money....^^ Now I hope my mum got a freaky good luck to win the competition that is held by Giant company....if my mum won then she'll be happy because the prices are Samsung Galaxy and Apple Iphone......I really hope I got a chance to touch one of them one day.....

heavy monday

Wow.....what a scary weather.....when I woke up about 10.30 in the morning the sky is so dark that I thought it's still night......before the rain falls I heard a lot of loud roaring echo of thunder.....about 12 o'clock the sky start pouring it's tears....such a heavy tears that in a moment I have a feeling that the sky is crying for the earth......the crying of the sky make my dating moment get delay...argh...!! so I went out about 2+ in the noon & start my expedition to find a job.....went to Bukit Tinggi Aeon & found quite a lot of shop got vacancy.......still most of them are walk in interview....that time I got no confident thus I only took down the shop's admin number.......

After that I went to dating with my boy boy....hmm.....actually I'm not feeling kinda well today....I wondering what wrong food I ate......really suffering....but after I ate my medicine it's all solved......but still I hope I can start working by next month.....I don't want to start working in the middle of the month because it's hard to count my salary plus I don't want to stay at house any longer......

maybe it's my last sun.....

Ok now....last sun for me to enjoy my life before I start my working era.....suddenly don't feel like wanna find work.....when ever I start thinking bout boss & customer.....I feel like my world is ending with work pressure.....but then if I din't start working now......I think I'll most probably have my own car when I like old time...XD

Today Mr.Alvin not punctual....he come and pick me up so late.....additional to that he let his sister waited for him like 30min......his sister is so damn pissed off in the car.....after that had my breakfast at a mamak shop which located at Bukit Raja area....the roti telur bawang that I order it's so mini in size....I wonder if they making it for baby serving.....XD Went to the cyber he and his sister used to go......luckily din't meet anyone I know at there.....if not they sure message my phone later.......I hate it when they saw me and still wanna message to my phone....... :< 

Now only I know no matter how cold your car air-cond are....under this superb hot condition it won't even chill you a bit.......and I feel like being steam inside the car....so freaky hot hot hot........so when you think your car got problem double check.....maybe it's because of the weather......or maybe your car really got problem..... 

u're not rich huh?

Give me some suggestion please....vacation to Pulau Redang is a good idea or a bad idea?? Well my friend ask me to go with them to this vacation of theirs and suddenly I feel it's totally not worth plus expensive.....it cost almost like RM400 and I only get 2 time snorkeling.....worth a not?? Main thing is the group gonna start departing at the friday night.....and the date is 31th of March which is Saturday untill 2nd of April which is Monday.......furthermore not many of my friends are going plus they invited some indian guys to go with them too.......if suddenly they went to pub & then get drunk......I wonder.....group orgy?? I actually very curious....last time my friend keep on tell me that they don't have enough money(during chinese new year time) but now they can go such an expensive trip??!!! I have a feeling that I get trick by them..........


Anyway....I can't wait to work.....when I got my whole bunch of new friends......I can confirm I'll have much more fun then them plus a much worth prices then they're paying......for me the best group vacation I've ever been is to Genting......I have tons of sweet memories at there.....I don't know bout others but I really like Genting a lot.....even though I went there till bored but still I like to go there..... :p

no water day....?

Hmm....this year 14th & 15th of March is a memorial day because it's the day where government give us a fake alert......according to them there will be a stop of water supply on these two day and it'll last for 36 hours.....but then who know only Bukit Tinggi area are affected only.....my house totally not effected.......and I suddenly feels like a fool when I purposely wake up so early in the morning just to bath before my water supply stops......haiz....

Well my boy din't work for these two days due to the alert that government gave.....thus on the 14th of March we went to watch the latest movie "John Carter"....it took us 30 min just to queue up to buy ticket....so freaking many people.......but still kinda happy because we get a good place....then we had a walk at there until the movie time is up.....the movie at the beginning quite confusing because the management of TGV that day quite bad.....and I never thought the movie that we gonna watch is like 90% consist of malay spectators.....damn it.....they make quite some noise at some part of the movie.....spoil my movie mood......=(

Then on the 15th of March....maybe you can just say that we hang out at cyber for whole day.....I really got no idea where to go....I'm getting bored of these shopping complex nearby Klang....nothing special at all.....

result here!!!!!

I woke up and I get shock that I sleep so long already.....it's 11.30 am and another 30 minute more I need to go to school to take my result.....oh man.......I forget that today is an important day for those who took STPM 2011........haha.....maybe I'm not interested to know my result cause I already can know how it'll look like...


When the moment I reach school, I saw a lot of people at there.....all with different expression of faces....but I can tell most of them look disappointed with their result......so with courage I went into the result room to take my result slip......and there it is.....my result slip with lots of don't know what paper & school magazine(which I order last year).....my result is better than what I expected it would be.....total failure is my Math T....aw......all because of my Math my total grad fall........damn you math....I f***ing hate you......


Then at night one of my school friend come up to chat with me through facebook.......this is our conversation.....

Her: How's your result?

Me: My result sucks....how bout yours?

Her: Math T get D

Me: Better than me....I get F

Her: Your cgpa?

Me: Very poor

Her: Me too

Me: But sure higher than me but lower than Wk & Dd

Her: I 2.5 only

Me: Quite high la.....

Her: Wk get 3.5 still cry

Me: She put too much hope that's why ended up like that....if no body praise her she CONFIRM will get 4A...then I think she also will so confident....

Her: Haiz...her math get B she cry till flood....I get D should go jump building...

Me: I get F leh.....if want jump I should jump first la.....= =

Her: She expect to get 4A ma....

Me: That's why la.....she too over confident.....but then this is a good lesson for her also.....don't put too much hope on something.........

Her: What you plan to do next??

Me: Work

Her: Ipta @ Ipts?? or marry?

Me: I think I won't continue study.....plus won't so early marry....I still want to see the world...

Her: But then you better accept any course that government give you because those that get cgpa lesser than 2.0 hard to get course at university.....it's better than don't have...

Me: I'm not that desperate to enter uni.....can't enter then can come out work....wont die if can't enter uni also....

Her: Ok lo....

Me: Work also not a bad idea.....who know maybe when you work you'll get a chance to study at local uni which is supported by company?? try to tell her to find a company that want her brain la......I think the company maybe will think about letting her to study FOC......

Her: Good idea but still I want to enter uni......

Me: Haha...ok...don't put too much hope either.....I don't want you from heaven fall into hell.....

Her: Ok.....

After this conversation I feel that she actually plan to come and show off her result to me....because she knew I sure will did badly.......but then I think it's actually a failure.....I'm happy bout my result even it's not really that good......1.335 cpga.......even can't enter uni I don't mind.....cause I'll free from those bull shit loan.....I don't want my whole life full of those high interest & hard to pay back loan.......><  I wish them good luck with their beginning of loan life......I feel that Wk can have a good life if she start thinking like an adult and not a student....>W< 

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i watch it at last.....

Long time ago, the movie "Puss In Boots" is quite a popular movie at my place here.....thus I actually plan to watch it but then never thought that so fast they will put it out of the cinema movie list......but still today I manage to watch it....with a freaking HD movie from the software that I hate most.....pps stream........the movie really nice......good job director......give you a 4star for it......

weee...

I'm superb happy today...at last I know when my STPM result gonna come & when I can take it.....it'll all end on next week wednesday.....all my boredom will end on that day.....so excited....I can't wait till that day but then the result only can be taken at 12 noon.....they should put it in the morning cause noon is way too hot for me to go out........plus I'm sure the school will be crowded thus I most probably wont be going to school on the first day result release.....most probably I'll be heading to school on the following monday.......

( 0 w 0 )

I'm superb happy today....at last my boy boy bring me go watch "Ghost Rider 2" at Tgv Bukit Tinggi Jusco.....the movie actually kinda bored.....after you watch it you'll know why I say so.....but the thing is I do think there will be the 3rd movie of "Ghost Rider".....I hope that time the story line will be more interesting......actually I bought that ticket when I outing with my ex-bf last week....>< luckily I din't buy it when my ex-bf around.....if I do that, I don't think that time he will treat me the movie instead....><

I woke up kinda early today because I gotta help my sick mum with all her house chores....and then in about 30 min I'm go ready to go.......he bring me to eat my breakfast at my favorite dim sum restaurant.........but that time that's his 2nd round of breakfast.....his 1st round of breakfast is at his dad house.......both of us went late into the cinema.....=p  so ended up kinda lost bout the story.....>< 

rabbit....

Now I find out that last time I break with this guy is absolutely a correct decision....wanna know why?? Today I have an outing with him at Bukit Tinggi Jusco.....I tell him that our gathering time will be at 11 a.m right in front of the cinema......when I reach there it's about 11.35 a.m....I thought he reach there on time so I hurry up my footstep and when I reach there I din't saw him at all.....I still thought he maybe at toilet so I waited him like about 10 minute......suddenly my phone ring....it's a message from him......this message really make me boil.....the message says "Haven wake up?"....and I was like wtf......I'm waiting for no one......then I call him......he keep on close my call....damn it.....I really feel like wanna slap him for real....then at last he answer the call.....here's the conversation....:

Me : Hello.....where are you now?

Him : Well I still at house......

Me : I thought we gonna meet at that place at 11a.m?

Him : Oh...my dad not free so I think I gonna reach there late....

Me : Then why u can't tell me earlier that u gonna reach here late?? why must wait me call u only u can tell me?? why u still haven mature?? 

Him : Oh....sorry bout that......I will find some one to take me there asap....so wait me for a while...

Me : (Pissed off) OK!!!

Then I was like waited for don't know how long then a call came......he call and say "I'm coming now....it might take about an hour....but that's the maximum...". I really have a thinking that I ask the wrong person out today....after he close his call, he message me and ask where are we gonna meet (Me : feel wanna faint)......but that's not all....still got more.......

When he reach I ask him to treat me to watch movie as a punishment for his lateness......he agree with that....so as we're checking the movie time, he decide to watch the 1 o'clock plus movie....so I suggest 3D "Beauty and the Beast"....he agree....then when come to pay money time....he took out his wallet and I saw he only got RM40 while the ticket price is actually RM42....so as I predicted before going out with him I need to cover for him.....due to no small note in my purse I give the worker RM 10......as the worker return the balance he tell me to take the money.....I was thinking "Hey dude, that was my money of course I need to take back"".....

Then our conversation goes like this :

Me : Take your lunch already?

He : Yup.....what did you eat for you lunch just now?

Me : Chicken rice

He : Then where are we going??

Me : I got no idea....

He : Then lets find a place to sit down and waste our time at there....

Me : Ok......

Then my foot take me to McDonald.....due to sufficient time I order a set of chicken burger which cost me RM6.30.....I don't know why he suddenly wanna pay for me the RM0.30....but in the end he still can't pay that for me cause he only got RM 0.10 in his purse......worse of all when I return back to my sit after taking straw.......I saw him eating my fries......then all answer came into my mind....I really can't believe I can couple with such a guy in the past......even think bout the past make me feel so uncomfortable.......

After the movie I took him to the bookstore at there...."Popular" is the bookstore name....well that name really suit the bookstore.....this outlet got lots of books that interest me......I really like going there and I still don't know why.......spend about 1 hour at there until my bf come......

When my boy wanna reach, I tell him I gotta go already....then....

Him : Ok

Me : How u gonna go back later??

Him : Maybe by bus...

Me : Ok....

And I was thinking if you don't even have a cent in your purse how can you take a bus?? curious wasn't it??

valentine day.....

Hey people....I wanna wish everyone "Happy valentine day"......if you wanna know how I celebrate my valentine day,read my blog till the end.....it's all started with the forward valentine day present from Mr.Alvin....he gave me a box of shell shape chocolate which comes from thailand,a bunch of few fake flower with 4 pairs of teddy bear and a medium size teddy bear which is white colour.........kinda happy actually when he show me the fake flower cause it's the first time of my life receiving such a gift......I though I'm not gonna receive it again.......but then I think is kinda quick to give me this type of present on sun itself.....

Then on the mon my boy plan to bring me go to KEC to eat buffet dim sum but then due to I wake up late thus planning change to "Station 1" at Bukit Tinggi.....quite expensive breakfast I got there plus not much satisfaction.....thus I plan not to go there eat anymore....the most funny thing of the day is when my boy tell me to go to cyber by myself while he need to go buy something.....it's actually so obvious that he wanna buy something for me.....he should like take me go somewhere normal then secretly go out buy gift to me.....>< But still I kinda happy to receive a gift from him.....maybe I can treat the cute teddy bear as my Christmas,birthday,new year and valentine day present perhaps.......

So conclusion my valentine day this year quite nice.....even it's not like I imagine it would be but then at least got something else than none.......

thaipusam....

It's tuesday and my boy din't went to work...actually he din't went to work for like 4 days already......I also don't know why he din't go to work......but it's a public holiday today....so for all those that work today got extra pay....such a wonderful thing.....unfortunately I pick a wrong day to watch movie....I shouldn't pick public holiday to watch movie cause it's really expensive.....and just like that my Rm 32 fly away....it's mine.....you din't see wrong cause this time it's my turn to treat my boy due to his money matters....but still I love the movie a lot.....it's "Ah Beng"....the chinese new year movie......really meaning full to me.......it's worth to watch the movie even it's really expensive.....

It's a shock to me when my boy can't find me after he came out of washroom....but I can see him through the crowd....why can't he see me through the crowd?? is it our love is not strong thus you can't see me?? really down....but then I feel so excited when I saw the blood donation area.....it has been quite sometime for me to donate my blood....at first at the blood testing counter I face some problem....the first drop of my blood float.....after that the second drop of my blood sinks....luckily the second drop sinks....but what pissed me off is that after the second drop of my blood sinks the first ones suddenly sinks......omg.....if that happen to you do you feel pissed off?? 

irritating alarm....

I'm so pissed off by this alarm......It's actually a nice morning where I should wake up by myself....unfortunately my dad is off today....and he really make a lot of noise with my bro inside my room.....this causes my sleep is disturb.....more worse when my mum come into my room to shout me wake up.......I was like what the hell......both of them are arguing so must she shout at me while I'm actually so innocently sleeping?? argh.......what a bad morning to start my day with......annoying parents.....

Then when I look at my handset it's like oh my god.....miss call and messages......all from this Mr.Alvin.....the message that makes me boom is that he never even care what time I wake up.....he only care bout what time I gonna go out with him.....I was like fuck you dude......all in his mind is bout going out with me.....did he ever care bout me?? I don't feel like wanna out with him always....because sometime he like uncle.....talk lots and anything also must tell me.....I'm not your diary asshole!!! I also don't like his miss call....know why?? cause he never know his limit.....got once he call me from my full battery until my battery low and still never stop calling....once a call never been answered then you should know what you should do and not keep on call non-stop to my handset again......I really don't like non-stop calling....it's like I'm in the prison.....ever second must tell you what the hell am I doing.....


So I call him back with pissed off mood and tell him I gonna go out with him tomorrow since my time is really pack with something else......

he change......

It looks like he doesn't understand much bout me actually.....I thought he really understand almost fully bout me......as you can see I'm talking bout my boy......he makes me really sad today.....last time when ever I doesn't follow him he will pampered with me so that I follow him.....but today when I say I don't want to follow him.....he like freaking unhappy bout that and that really makes me feel he change.....he really change......

The worse part is he say he will bring me go watch movie after done visit his friend.....I really scare this part....know why?? cause he never do it......I remember last time he telling me that he gonna go back early when gathering with his primary school friend....but it doesn't happen......he's like go there waiting for them so freaking early then it's like talk with them until they almost wanna go home......it's not first time he telling me he gonna go home early when gathering with his friend.....he never do it.......

Plus the most hurting part is that till now after so long in relationship with him.....he doesn't even give me a soft toy at all.......but that's not all.....he give his ex-girlfriend a soft toy during her birthday which I din't even got a chance to get at all during my birthday or important day such as anniversary, valentine day and etc.....is that really should a boyfriend do to his beloved girlfriend?? I have enough of this......even the Mr.Alvin can give me a simple gift like this during a normal day and not even an important day yet........I really can't understand my boy thinking anymore.....he really change.....

genting....

Today I found my happiest moment at Genting.....which is when I win 3 dolls from Genting mini stall.....plus all the expenses that I used at Genting is paid by Mr.Alvin......due to my boy can't follow me go so I call him up to accompany me at there since my aunt, my future uncle and my uncle went to casino......

In the middle of the mountain we all went to a France Village which is a new destination for most of us......but then it's a good place for those that like to take picture because that place got a wonderful scenery plus a nice whether.......

On the way up to Genting it's really a terrible jam.....lots of cars stop at the road side due to car problem....luckily we din't face that......but we face a terrible time finding a place to park the car.......even it's the fourth day of chinese new year still tons of people at there......I guess if I really wanna enjoy at there then I need to pick a normal day.......

first day of cny....

As usual for me the first day of chinese new year I'll go to temple but then this year special a bit....my boy follow my family go to temple which then he get confuse which temple I'm talking about.....he took me to the wrong place and I'm like unhappy about it......then when we reach the correct temple he din't went inside to pray with me.....

The most pissed off me stuff is that he wasted a lot of coconut juice when he carry them to us......I really freaking unhappy that moment.....first he din't ask properly how to go to the temple I wanna go to....then this thing happen which make my day ruin........I really don't know why he can't think properly and don't get so freaking nervous to give me those drinks.....I know he don't want me to wait but then wasted so much and make other cups sticky is most irritating part for me.....it's really a bad day for me......worst chinese new year starting I ever face.......


But then before going to temple I went to my boy relative house and took quite a lot of ang pow.....plus eat my breakfast........his relative house really quite a lot of people....big family he got there which I don't really like big family.........because big family very complicated.....

chinese new year eve

Had a wonderful dinner at a restaurant which located at Setia Alam......then went to my boy house cause he wanted to get some rest......because he also went to my family reunion dinner...XD

Then it's 12 o'clock so happy new year guys...XD

hehe.....

Mr.Alvin bought a hamper for my family....I really happy because I never receive hamper before......

Watched "The Magician" with him and it's really a nice movie....worth to watch but I really never thought that the ticket price for the movie is so freaking expensive.....aw.....I really make him bankrupt......but I don't think he will bankrupt cause he really keep a lot of money........

After I reach front gate of my house.....I ask him to give those hamper to my mum by himself and not through me......then he chit chat a while with my mum....most unpredictable thing that happen both Mr.Alvin and my boy meet face to face......when I want to send Mr.Alvin out my boy so in time reach and saw both of us....his face really black and unhappy......hmm......I really don't know what to do cause it's not my fault......but my mum keep on say is my fault.......I don't know why it's my fault........

cleaning......

So busy cleaning the house....my house really freaking dirty.....but if my house is not dirty then I should be scare cause I only clean the house once a year...which is this time every year before chinese new year........well.....I gotta go clean every corner of my house now....see ya soon.....^^

around the world...

Today I really busy cause need to accompany my boy to buy his clothes.....but at the same time I still worry that my dad will saw me and him hold hands....my dad still got some of those old version of thinking........but luckily I din't saw him saw us.....haha.......

Spend almost whole day at there just to buy few clothes......but still happy cause he get to find his size of shirt at there.......

wow.....

Went out with the guy that keep say chase after me for about 2 years.....and his name is Mr.Alvin........I went out kinda late with him and it's really rushing for me......because he late send me back and just in few minute after I reach house my boy reach to come pick me up.....I totally no time to wash my oily face at all.....

Plus, I watch movie which is "Hellgate" with him.......kinda scary movie for me cause suddenly got a face pop out of no where......but still the movie kinda more to religious which I don't really interested to watch that movie if I know it from early.......since I thought is a ghost movie so I went to watch it.....really disappointed with the element of the movie.......

I saw one of my facebook friend at there....he's working as a sales man I think inside a branch of Ogawa......he really looks different from his facebook picture....wow....

I bought a shoe at Sundance shop which cost me Rm88....really expensive....if I know buying this shoe at this shop is much more expensive than the same shoe that I saw at other shop then I should just trouble a bit and go buy at the cheaper shop.......really make me bankrupt...........

After went to Bukit Raja Jusco I went to Klang Parade which not located very far from Jusco.......I went there because I'm so freaking interested with the big ware house sale that they're doing......so ended up buy a handbag and 2 pillow......even it's a sale but still cost Rm150.......money now days doesn't look like money at all.....after spend so much I can't even see a thing.....damn.......but I still happy cause all the bill not I pay.....^^

opps...

I think I shouldn't do like this to him but then since it's his own williness then I just gotta follow......recently I went shopping with this guy which have chase me for 2 year and I found out that he kinda good sometimes......not really bad at all.....but that condition is when he say he wanna buy stuff for me.....I like guy that willing to spend money on me.....some more he say no matter how expensive the thing is as long as the price is within his limit he sure can buy it for me......last time he say he wanna buy a white gold bracelet for me but then it's kinda too expensive for me to accept it so I still thinking want what present as my birthday gift......

So I went shopping with him and ended up he totally din't buy anything for himself but I bought a lot stuff for myself......he buy for me a handbag and pillow which is for my own sake.....plus he bring me to watch movie which my boy actually haven't bring me to watch movie for some time already......

When going away from Klang Parade I saw my friend which get stuck at parking because no body willing to let her car into the queue......actually I suspect that is my friend at the first view because from their back I got a feeling that normal people that have start working for quite sometime wont have such an totally nerd and immature style of fashion and hair.......I really hope to see my friend soon after they have change their style of thinking and fashion........

now u get it??

I hate people control how I wear and how I should wear when I'm with what type of shoes......I really hate.....cause it's like I'm just a doll for them to decorate as how they like and never care bout my feelings......if that's so why wanna be with a human instead a doll??? now japan got sell those human doll......so just go buy them if you're really dissatisfied with how my appearance is....damn it......

More worse I don't really like people control how my shopping should be and how I should spend my money.....I got brain ok?? so stop controlling me.........first thing that I hate bout people are those people that trying to control me.....I'm human and I got feelings....why don't try to change position with me and see how you gonna feel bout it dude?? 

Whenever I go out with my friends I need to like always keep on looking on my phone.....know why?? because whenever he call.......no matter how busy am I with my friends........I still need to answer his call......he never think of this stuff......like when he is with his friend I don't really put hope on him reply me or answering my call.....why can't do the same as me?? if you keep on look on the phone then what is the purpose you go out with friends...am I right??? 

new year.....

It's really a nice day after all.....I receive another present from this guy that chase after me for about 2 years and then it's really a nice gift.......a teddy bear....as all of the girl would like it......even though it's a bit late for christmas present but then it's better than none.......this guy even say wanna buy me my birthday present which my boy din't even do such thing to me at all......

I hate wedding dinner but no choice cause I'm the eldest in the house......I always get pick to represent my family to go to such things....don't understand why my little brother can't get pick on such thing......the food they prepare for the wedding dinner is much better than the previous wedding dinner I went too.....this company don't really put a lot of preservative into the soup where the previous wedding dinner that company really put a lot until I have to drink 3 glasses of water after drink a bowl of soup........

It's a new beginning of the year....and I feel this year the beginning is quite nice.....I really like a nice beginning but then hope I won't end up this year with a bad ending......