what a day.....

Wow.....I woke up early today but then ended up go out shopping with mum.......really unbelievable......but thanks to going shopping I found a bag for my Chinese New Year......yeah...~~

Night totally got no time to study cause I want to go out with my boy to have some time together.......lalala....so need to sacrifice my sleeping time to study........plan to go night market but then the weather is so not consistent thus planning always change.......hope when Chinese New Year it'll be a shinny day....^^

break record....

Wow....I can't believe myself.......I din't do my last part of the exam paper which took away fully 15 marks and I took so long to do a graph which last time I took around 20 minute to finish but now it's like 45 minute to do it?? damn......really slow man.....I really hate myself for doing things that is important in slow motion......argh.....

More worse I did my 300 word plus essay in around 40 minute....which I got 2 essay to do actually......really suffering man.....my hand is paining like hell but still need to write non-stop to chase the time.......words becoming like worms....hope examiners can understand my handwriting........XD

I really did badly in this public exam which is also an important exam due to my 1 and the half year of studying........I just hope can get a normal result cause I don't want to disappoint my parent......they really hope I can enter university but then I got no interest to go in......so conflicting man.......

Wish me good luck guys........I really need a lot of luck in this exam.......I don't want to get an 4E result.....

stpm is tomorrow!!!!!?????

I'm so freaking nervous....tomorrow is my public exam......so worry can't do well cause I really got no mood to study tomorrow subject and totally got no interest to do any further studies.....all I got is mood to play online game....which mean death is waiting for me by tomorrow and future......lol........

Such a good morning cause I wake up and not long after that my breakfast arrive in front of my house.....all I need to do is just make an easy phone call and then here the food comes right in front of me without I paying even a single cent for it.......free food is always delicious.......>3<

Yesterday night really terrible.....go to cyber and ended up go back home early due to some technical problem at there......since I reach home freaking early I ended up go study till late night.....which is around 1 plus on today morning.....my eyes really heavy....wondering if tomorrow I wake up around 4 plus in morning and do my last minute revision can help a not......cause last minute work always cant enter brain well.....argh.......really pissed me off with this public exam.....

Maybe because of stpm is very near....these few days had a very bad dream......for an example like today morning I dream that during my stpm I forget to bring my stuff and I was like freaking nervous thus fail my exam......yesterday morning I have even weird dream....I dream that my boy ex-girlfriend took my handset and show him I hide another guy from him which even I really don't even know bout it..........and then he like totally believe in her and break with me in my dream......really scary dream......but still I cant understand something......is't till now he still don't believe me or is't his ex still love him?? I really got a bad feeling bout this......I totally don't know why..........=(

tiring leh....

Today I'm so tired.....cause morning morning got to wake up to attend P.A seminar at Victor English Academy which located at Bukit Tinggi......never thought that when I reach I still have to wait them to come and open the door.......I waited like don't know how long but all I know is that morning is really hot and time pass really slow that time........actually the seminar kinda bored cause my teacher just repeating what he teach at class....but his note really helping me a lot cause it's like a shortcut for me to study in short time.......

Went to help my boy at his shop at night......really so tiring cause suddenly got so many people come to his shop and eat......I don't even have a time to eat......more worse is my boy keep on doing food and he nearly faint cause he's like only after finish keeping only eat which is around 10+ p.m.......pity him.....busy until no time to eat at all.......

What's even worse is the time is so rushing for me today....cause my seminar start at 11 in the morning until 3.30 in the noon....then he around 4 plus come and fetch me to his shop.....which then it's like only 15 minute or less for me to bath cause I reach home it's like almost to 4 o'clock already.......I really hate today cause I'm so pissed off due to some personal reason....damn it........some more I need to rush to McDonald to meet my friend at there to take my book which he forget to bring to seminar to return the book to me after he borrow the book so long and still haven't read finish..........I wonder what he reading actually.....he told me he read 7++ hour but then my book is like so thin and he haven even read finish......maybe he busy to flirt at his future girlfriend......lol.......

opps....chemis tuition got skip..!!

Had a tiring day today.......first of all wake up so early in the morning makes me really sleepy through out the whole day....secondly need to go tuition for like 2 and half hour without any of my friend.......really bored me out man........then thirdly had a far away from home dinner.......

Wake up early because I though my aunt will come early to fetch me to go to blood donation but who knows that her boy want to cut his hair first before go to donation......waited him like more than half hour then had my breakfast at "Pak Li Kopitiam" at Bukit Tinggi 1.......food is delicious when I'm hungry........most sad thing is I though can donate blood but then the nurse don't give me donate cause my iron is 121 and ideal for donation is 125......damn it.......but still happy cause my weight gone down slightly.......

Tuition really bored when there is no people talk to.....especially the friend that sit beside me come for the next class which I don't know at all.......bored makes me sleepy too......and it's like for the whole class I so so sleepy......feel so wanted to sleep for the rest of class but then can't cause it's like so don't give respect to the teacher......

Far away dinner cause my uncle want to meet his friend at Setia Alam.......so ended up my dinner at there too cause I follow my aunt to had my dinner.......we turn the whole area to find a suitable shop but then ended up have my dinner just beside my uncle gathering place......actually we want to have our dinner at my uncle gathering shop but then due to too many people at that shop....we got no choice but to change to next shop......not bad steamboat...........

Most happy thing is at last got a chance to drive for the first time on the road after my driving exam.....kinda nervous but then still manage to cool down......but unfortunately my aunt boy really freak out cause I suddenly turn and he claim that I din't stop a while to look around at T-junction.........and I'm thinking it's night so driving should be more easy since got car light to inform me.......but still I know I got wrong cause I din't put my mind of cyclist and pedestrian........

not worth

Had a bored school day.......it's like wasting my time at school for the whole day for nothing........cause before recess time it's like keep on talking and giving us speech for don't know what thing.....then after done talking teacher's only giving blessing......hard to believe but really got some teachers cry.........I'm not crying for worthless stuff.....XD.......should say that my relation with teachers are just normal and nothing much extra so no feeling for them......so not crying when want to leave them.......

After recess is the main reason I went to school.....I want my exam slip.......no exam slip which mean to ticket to enter to exam hall.......I really shouldn't lost it......after that I though need to arrange tables but then my 3 missing friends starting from recess time help all of us to arrange all the tables and chairs....such a good friend....no wonder they got such a good relation with teacher and other class mate......I won't do such good stuff cause no body gonna appreciate me when I do it..........

Actually can go back home early but due to my driver friend who want to photocopy something makes me feel that whether the school  finishing early or late no difference at all......cause I still reach house at regular time.......

And the secret of this that I have been keeping for this guy is gonna reveal soon....cause I think almost all of the friends that he always hang out together knowing a little bit of it and they can guess it already.......my silence is like gonna break when his friends ask me more bout it.....wonder how long can I keep it.....I really want to voice it out man......I want to makes things really interesting.....^^

don't read...XD

Time pass so fast....without I notice now is really around the corner.....my real exam is like another week to go.....oh god......I haven't study finish yet....please don't so fast exam.......I cant memorize so many stuff in like just a week.....it's gonna kill me if I can memorize so much in so little time.......hope my exam wont get too low grade....that's all I hope for......

Tomorrow gonna wake up to go to school to do some last min stuff......hope I tomorrow can wake up....that's the main point.......I keep on wake up late during holiday......it's like wake up almost noon and then study a while then watch drama then study few more hours then sleep.....it's like so not enough study......but then I don't know how to make myself wake up early......any tips to wake up early?? I mean without using alarm.....it's difficult right??? even my alarm also can't wake me up......damn it.......I feel as though I'm becoming a part of a pig.......sleep like pig...XD

Well gonna go do my revision......can't afford to waste anytime more on blog or games.......hope I wont disappoint my parent......but still I think I will cause I'm not a clever girl......

tuition makes me really tired.....

Monday is my important day cause it's obviously my dating day with my boy.....all of the sudden my tuition teacher want to do an extra class on monday which is also a public holiday....really don't know how he think....but luckily the tuition is my dinner time...can help me a lot for my diet.....still I'm tired.....tired of listening to my tuition teacher talking non-stop.....I think today he's really in high mood to teach.......

Today shouldn't go eat dim sum because the shop that I usually go is really pack of people....both of us waited like almost half hour only got place....so many people at there waiting for empty seats......but that is not peak hour....it's just only the starting of 11 in the morning which I think should be not so crowded.....but who know it's still so crowded....I'm wondering how crowded will the shop be around 8+ in the morning.......after all the waiting got a place for both of us but then ended up sharing table with other family cause the table really too big for both of us only.......

Then after done eating went to cyber and had few hours non-stop games......really hurt my eye a lot but still I'm happy cause my house pc just can't support the high graphic online games......miss most of my games a lot.......

Most irritating thing is when I reach my house it's like raining so heavily until I want to close my main gate also difficult......but still manage to close it in condition where I looks like just finish take my bath.......when I close my gate......it stop raining......and I was like "Fuck youuuuu".....I'm so pissed off......argh.......

holiday.....

Well my holiday started early......since thurs I already on holiday...cause my friend doesn't want to go to school so I got no transport to go thus I follow her absent from school like almost a week....this thursday got to go back to school to take care of STPM stuff......kinda troublesome to go back again for like those stuff can done in few minutes.....then can't go back early which really irritate me very much....

weird mind....

It's really weird.....my tuition teacher and my school teacher really say a lot of opposite stuff......kinda confusing want to follow who during exam time......from what my school teacher last minutes tips........it's really like so unlogic that what we practice in the class is not really important at all.....but then my tuition teacher say that what we learn should just apply onto the exam hall....argh......conflict thing......

Last day for the week really makes me happy......but then after school never thought can meet my ex-boyfriend brother at mamak shop.......together with his big gang of friend which looks like bad kid to me......still I never dream can meet him at there.....some more I just like sitting beside his table and he saw me eat so much food.....really feel so embarrass.......

driving test....??

Aw.....my driving test fail.....that's what I told my parent when they ask me.....but actually the truth is I PASS!! before my turn to sit inside the car for the test...I'm just so freaking nervous.....tons of butterfly in my stomach.....really feel like pee in my pants....I'm really that nervous.....but luckily I pass....if not I gonna waste my money to re-sit for the test again......

Feel kinda lucky today cause I got a chance to meet so many of my friends......never thought that the day end up so well.....so happy got a chance to meet them up.......

But the most unforgettable thing to me is when the examiner that sit next me while on the road is freaking weirdo.......he ask me whether can watch movie with him a not....and I was like wth.....simply ask a girl out without knowing who is that......really creepy but then he actually kinda good cause he talk to me while I'm in a very stressful condition........thanks to him I did quite ok..........

My boy actually want to fetch me when I done my exam.....but then his car battery suddenly give him trouble....so I ended up back with teacher car......reach house kinda late actually......but then still not late as my uncle..........