last lesson......

My last driving lesson is done....now I'm waiting for the real driving exam which makes me really nervous.......cause if I fail at either one part of inside which mean I need to re-take inside test again.....but I don't think on the road gonna fail....but still there is a possibility I gonna fail all too.....really need some luck for it....

Lesson is like so bored....cause I know how to do everything and now need to re-do so many time make me feel so fed up......got a girl gonna take same day test as me and she kinda stress.....easy thing she need to do so many time......hope she can pass with flying colour too......

I predict it gonna rain while I had my class but then it end up a sunny and hot day....which makes me feel like sitting inside an oven to be cooked.....really so hot......dark sky but then no rain.....all of sudden the shinny sun come out and say hello with me......argh....

Kinda rushing in time cause I reach house kinda late.....then my boy din't open his shop today because his helper dint come today.....so his shop is closed and then we went out cause I don't have tuition too.....dinner spot is "Classic" which got lot of people at there........prices at there is similar with mamak.......variety of food at there......service kinda ok.....toilet really clean.....maybe the shop newly open so the toilet so clean....well we'll see bout that.......

nervous.....

Tomorrow gonna be my last lesson on driving lesson....after this on the next monday I gonna go to take the real driving test....really kinda nervous and kinda bankrupt........I wonder if I din't pay finish my learning money and pay finish the extra money will they accept it a not?? So worry bout now.....no money to pay finish all in one shot....cause is absolutely not a small amount......

happy deepavali....

Every year in the midnight the atmosphere around my housing area is so lively....tons of fireworks are fire into the dark sky......really nice to look at those fireworks...

Woke up kinda late in the morning.....luckily still got some time for me to do some revision......two friend invite me to their house for deepavali....so as usual I need to wait for all the people to come and go together since not all of us know the way.....then reach our first friend house about 4pm which we promise we'll reach there bout 3+....it's due to the late people that reach on the spot we promised......

The most incredible thing I ever do in my life today is walk in a clump of dirty water right in front of our first house visit.......this is due to raining season and her front house is flooded.....really kinda disgusting to walk in that clump of water.....luckily I din't wear long pants...if not my pants surely will be absolutely dirty....

Then we leave for the second and last house around 5+ and reach there around 6......then had some talk and leave her house around 9+.....din't had my dinner at my second friend house cause I want to diet and doesn't want to eat the same thing again.....the food that they serve is similar with the first house we visit....I really get fed up of eating it so I skip my dinner and had some fruit that they serve........I think I really doesn't give her face cause totally din't eat the food that they cook.....but it's really not good to force people to eat......

All of sudden my friend got an inspiration and wanted to hang out.....since they got no place to go so I suggested to go to a newly open cafe which located beside Sino....when reach there one of them say "This shop looks empty......are you sure it's open??" I was like wtf.....you guys no place to go so I suggest this place then now so many complain....then I was thinking why in the first place she doesn't want to suggest her ideal place?? damn it......

The most horrible thing is went we go to her ideal place the food at there sucks......if they follow my suggestion and go to the newly open cafe maybe it might end up in different condition cause the cafe got 2 different theme and I think is really interesting and attractive.......nah.....I don't want to give a damn bout it anymore.....maybe I gonna pick that cafe when they want to held my birthday party.....XD

absent again?

Aw...this week I din't go for school for like 3 out of 5 days....really kinda annoying writing so many letter with lots of new excuse.....I kinda fed up writing so many letter in one shot......monday and tuesday din't go to school due to own reason....but now even friday I cant go to school due to no people want to come fetch me to school.....

My usually friend that come fetch me today last go to school due to class cleaning.....and thanks to her I have to absent from school again......actually got people can come take me but then due to his own sake he doesn't want to come take me....nah.......I don't give a damn bout the school anymore cause I really don't like school.....SO FAKE MAN......I suddenly love school a lot......I suddenly feel myself so creepy........=,=

last day at school....

My last day at school today...cause it's gonna be holiday for one week due to deepavali celebration.....so nice.......as I say....paying time is never been a fun thing to do.....cause is so expensive man.......around 12 people that go and still need to pay RM7.40???!!!!!! wtf??!!!!

I still thinking actually the person that tell us how much we need to pay got exclude any person a not?? cause it's like so impossible gonna be so expensive man......with all the present and those stuff....damn it.....according to my experience most probably he included the cost for his special event....and that makes it he actually not really want to chase her after all........cause if a guy want to chase a girl then he should spend some money and not chasing a girl with our money........noob guy chase a noob girl.....cant blame them after all.....XD.....some times I really hate outing for birthday celebration cause although so many people go but still need to pay so much for it........really wondering the person that count got eat any of my money a not....damn......

wonderful for her?

Today is that "girl" birthday....so he really makes a lot of surprises to her......I think she might be touched by his surprises perhaps......it all begin like this...XD.......first we gather at McDonald nearby my housing area....after that waited for 2 guys that late for about 1 hour.......birthday cake is ice cream....cause McDonald got a type of ice-cream with choc top so they buy around 19 choc top ice-cream with only 9 choc top with candles while others is normal choc top......really creative mind they got there.......after that they go to a field to put sky lantern which I got no idea where they got it.....as I know that sky lantern is ban but still he manage to buy it......

Luckily I follow his car...if not I think I wont know such a good stuff.......when we send the first people go back.....he suddenly say got another surprise for her....then he give her his car key to let her open his car bonnet......guess what stuff is inside?? it's a lot of balloon......only one of the balloon have a nut tied and hanging a birthday card on the balloon.......kinda interesting actually.....never thought can see such thing live.....this time I feel really worth to go out but then.........wonder how much will the cost be?? cause I don't think is cheap with so many special thing......=(

nice sunday.....

When I wake up......I message my boy and tell him that I'm awake....and not less than 1 minute he call and tell me to ready....cause he going to come and take me to go to Sunway for ice-skating.....kinda rushing for me cause even my teeth I also haven brush.....so I quickly done all my stuff....and just in time he come.....

Took us about 30 minute to reach there and parking......when the moment we reach he quickly rush to see the ice-skating field.......I actually got a shock that all skaters are the student......not even an outsider at there....so ended up having our breakfast at K.F.C.....I wonder my boy got full a not cause it's like he eat very little....but then I think he's full cause he eat 2 breakfast set........

After finishes our food we go down to the lowest floor to buy the entrance ticket and pay the fee.....actually I kinda regret call him to take me go there cause it's like wasting money....we not really spending our sweet time at there....all I did is skating and left him behind there.....actually I waiting for him to master his skating skills but then due to his foot pain both of us get out from there early.....we like skates only for about 2 hour then we rush back to our place to eat dim sum as our lunch........

But most unforgettable thing is that an American lady teach me how to skate....she really such a nice person cause she teach a stranger how to skate properly.......thanks to her guideline my skating become better than last time.....

driving class again.......

Well I got my driving lesson today at about 11 in the morning till 1 in the noon.....so my boy decide to take me to eat dim sum as my breakfast.......he took me to a nearby restaurant which is also nearby our old school.....the food at there is really different from what other people tell him would be......he really regret taking me to such a place and have my breakfast....really not worth to have breakfast at there.......cause the food is not fresh and not really got much people come to my place and serve us..........damn.....

After I finish my driving lesson I tell him to take me a place where is not hot...cause all my driving time is driving without air conditioner....really terrible hot time while I driving.......so guess where he took me to?? Boston at Bukit Tinggi which located inside Aeon.....kinda nice food at there....I wonder why people last time told me do not go there to have my dishes......really weird...

When we walk pass F.O.S store, I stopped him and have a look inside.....really cute t-shirt they got there....then my boy tell me to pick which shirt I want to.....then at last I buy 3 new t-shirt......I still thinking want to go there with other people and buy more a not cause it's 100% cotton....really comfortable to wear it......some more most important thing is worth.......><

bye bye class....

My boy is not working from today night until next monday.....so happy that I can spend more time with him then.....I din't go to tuition today and went out with him......we go to have a nice dinner then go to cyber cafe to play some games......I never though can meet "him" again at there.....

driving lesson.....

Today so exciting....cause at last I got chance to drive a real car....no more any video game car.....but then the lesson is kinda rush....my school end at 1.10 in the noon and my biology teacher as usual eat my time....so ended up not finishing in time....some more I need to wait another girl since I ask "him" to fetch me back...but since the "girl" got muet exam and haven't finish so my "turtle" friend gonna fetch her back......he drive really fast.....even in such a jam road he can make sure I reach house around 10 minute.....luckily he fetch me...if not my "turtle" friend don't know what time only can make sure I reach house....

So pissed off today...whether is so so hot and make me really out of my temper easily....damn it.....if hot it's like really hot...if rain it's like raining for a while then stop and whole day is like cool without the sun.....I really hate my place cause is just so hot......stupid government simply chop off all the trees and cause the whether so freaking steam feeling......if got more trees I think even in such a hot whether I still can manage it...

Such a bored day at school....keep on doing revision and I can't stay away from school cause I gonna get a bad attendance if I keep on stay away from school......next week is that "girl" birthday.......everyone busy planning her birthday party...I wondering why wanna do so many surprise......cause it's not like she gonna remember it forever....present that we give her is not what she wanted......keep on buying things under my name while they din't ask me whether I agree with it a not......hate such a friend....

Most important I hate my boy to so close with his ex-girlfriend.....I know they got no high possibility together again but then there is still a chance.....I really don't even want to have a tiny chance among him and his ex since he still got contact with them and I totally no contact with my ex....I wonder if I still got contact with my ex and I so freaking close with them......will he think like what I'm thinking now??

shopping day....

Had a nice day tonight....cause ended my day with shopping.....from about 2 hours of shopping I finally get myself a short pants and a shoe......the shoe really worth to pay cause it's not expensive and most important the shoe is new arrival......but then about other bills I don't really care much cause not I pay them...is Mr.A

Actually I out with him is because I got no transport to change my stuff that I bought from "Cosway" yesterday......at first I thought is a bad decision to go out with him.....but after what he has done I suddenly got a feeling that maybe I should pay more attention on him since he is not very far from what I wanted after all....haha....>< Suddenly wish my boy also sometime will buy me some clothes or maybe some stuff that can make me really happy......

hurt me...damn u....

Din't went to school cause I lazy to go and I wanted to spend more time with him...cause I so so miss him but then don't know did he miss me as much as I miss him.........had a bad morning cause my mum pissed me off.....and due to that I spoil my spectacles....luckily can repair it back....actually the lens fall off ....if can't repair such a small thing I really gonna cry cause need to do a new spec.....

Most hurting thing for today is my boy say I'm a blind girl....really hurt me a lot.....never thought he will say I blind girl cause I din't wear spec.....I just mistakenly see wrong stuff and he say I blind....I wonder if I really get blind what will he do?? throw me aside and find a new girl?? maybe he will cause he got so so many ex....a while like this girl then chase a while like that girl then chase.......

Watch "The Sorcerer and The White Snake "....really meaningful to me cause it touches my heart...maybe to some other people this might be not a nice movie but to me....*thumbs up*.....

graduation day...2011

My graduation day held on "Gold Coast" in Klang.......the hotel is 3-star but then the food not 3-star thou.......I din't got chance to taste main dishes so I don't know how bout the taste but what I can say is their dessert is so so sweet....it's like pouring whole pack of sugar onto a single dessert.....really horrible.....their juices is like tasteless.....I really prefer drink mineral water that they supply at there but then I worry the mineral water is not clean.....so I took juices......but very weird....why there is just so many jelly?? It's not like many people take the jelly also......make me so curious bout their food preparation.....and the worse part is they only allow to eat around 11.30......and from 8 till 11.30 they don't even serve us a drop of water.....really the worse moment ever.....so thirsty but still need to talk with friends..........damn.....

The stage is not really stable......cause when walking time I can feel the emptiness of the stage just right below my feet......and they shouldn't put so many stairs on the stage....make me confuse want to use which stairs.....really confusing stage for me cause of stairs......

All of my friends look so beautiful with their own formal outfit.......but then I think I not pretty at all cause I look so unbalance......really hate this unbalance feeling........I have the "S" shape that all girls want but I'm so freaking short.....so freaking unbalance......when I look back into the mirror I feel so ugly.......

After the graduation end.....went to watch movies with friends....at first I thought "Dream house" is a ghost movie cause the poster make me feel that movie is a ghost movie....but in the end it's not a ghost movie and it's a mental movie....it's so similar with "The Ward" but then the impact is not as great as "The Ward"......most of my friends don't understand the movie cause they never watch "The Ward" before...if they watch before sure this movie is not a problem for them cause they understand the situation.......

Such a tiring day......so early wake up just to make myself a beautiful "mask"......put all those foundation and eye shadow and mascara really spoil my face......from beginning my face is not in very good condition and with now it makes my face even worse......I really got a bit regret make up......


And my driver really had an accident...side mirror accident.....cause when he reverse his car from cinema parking he din't notice his side mirror bang against the wall......lucky is not give people hit.....he hit wall better.....haha.......

SMK Shahbandaraya 2011 Graduation

Well this saturday I gonna go graduation day for the first and the last time in my life......it's weird at first that my friend can actually send me go to the hotel where my school held the graduation ceremony but then he cant send me back....at first I really thought he got work to do so he cant send me.....but later on after I know that he not really got anything important and he does that....I'm so pissed off....I was like wtf......

Actually he not only drive me go there but also include another schoolmate....and because of her I be the victim....I really hate her and him at same time....but they are my friends...so what to do?? as long still schooling I still need to see their face....but I gonna get my freedom after end of school session........and I not gonna give a damn bout them anymore.......oh ya....where am I?? He sacrifice me just because he is shy to ask her out for date......he tell me he wanted to spend more time talking with her after school time which I notice actually they don't talk much in school......and I'm wondering why don't he just call her??? then they can spend his time talking with her already what.......why must me be the sacrifice?? is so not fair....

Forget bout it then....I should forgive him since he so idiot in this stuff but genius in studies......"Hellboy" movie is not bad....I just watched this old movie and I think is quite interesting to watch.......the story line is unique and so different from the previous movies that I have watch.......If now still got his movie on show in Malaysia....I sure will go watch it.......

And the last....I regret going to school today.....cause not many people present and I'm in school doing some test from government......so bored today....if I absent from school I confirm I can watch the new movie "The Sorcerer and The white snake"....this seems to be a nice movie although I haven watch it yet.....I'm kinda interesting to watch it.....well hope next week I can watch it.....cant wait to watch it.....

bad or good??

Am I good luck or bad luck huh?? After every morning saturday class in headquarter Delta sure will rain.....like today.......when I go to tuition time around 10+ the sun still shine very brightly....but then after my tuition I come down and saw the sky got no more sun shine and left only a dark black sky......every time I tuition on saturday morning in HQ Delta sure ended up becoming turtle when going back home......I hate it....

Had a very expensive dinner.....you know why?? cause the food is not really so delicious......some of the food doesn't even have a nice taste........the worker in the shop speed is so slow.......when we request to add more soup it's like taking them century to add the soup to the clay pot.....more worse is the boss of the shop......at first she is taking order at different table but nearby our table....after she done taking order we tell her we want to pay and she then say "Ok"....but then it's like she ignore us cause she go do other stuff after she tell the kitchen what to do.......oh god.....what shop is this?? I wonder how come until now the shop haven reach bankrupt......really don't feel like want to come to this shop again........

After dinner....my aunt go to another shop to take away my favourite dish.....which is fried sotong...........more good is she order two pack of this dish.....yes!! I'm so happy.....cause at last got chance to eat fried sotong after so long time........I still remeber eating this dish in one of the restaurant in Port Klang few months ago........the dish is not bad....can be accepted but then the sauce that they give us feel so sweet.......is not spicy but sweet....what sauce is this?? where did they get the sauce from?? I don't think malaysia got sell sweet sauce.......I wonder why they din't use chili sauce from "Life"?? I think this sauce and the dish got a great combination......