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Feel so unhappy today......u know why?? I gonna tell you.......actually every thursday night I go to my boy shop to help him but then after today....I not gonna go his shop to help him again......why?? cause his stipendiary say she not gonna stay for night due to my presence....she din't think of I don't know a lot of things....example I don't know how to make coffee.....I just know how to take stuff.....I also don't know how to calculate the prices....how am I gonna help if I know only a bit stuff?? really regret go to his shop every thursday......thought want to help but then she like totally give me her whole job.....it's not like I help got money or what.....she is the worker for the shop....I'm just only a volunteer.......volunteer got no pay.....I wonder is it all people from her country so so ridiculous.......I really so disappointed....thought can change my mind toward her country but now is proven people from her country can never be changed......

"his" birthday....

Since today is my friend birthday and my boy working......so ended up go out with him to celebrate his birthday......went to watch a movie and had a quite bad dinner....cause the food at "Igentis Cafe" in Bukit Raja Jusco now become more worse......the drink is so sweet that makes me wonder how much sweetening have they put into the drink?? actually I should pay the bill cause it's his birthday but then he wanted to chase me so he gotta pay the bill even I wanted to pay the bill....

TGV at Bukit Raja improves a lot.....last time I remember the couple sit is just so small....now after the renovation the seat become bigger and more nicer to sit......watched "Jhonny English"....it's just so funny.....I cant stop laughing....keep on laugh from the beginning of the movie till the end.....reach house around 10+....kinda nice to go out with this friend if he act like today.....

at night shop....

At last I got chance to went to his shop during the night time for the 1st time after he open his shop during the night.....kinda different from his shop during the day......in night the shop is much more cooler and more relaxing cause not so many customer rushing in and out....but then I still pity his maid cause she work from morning around 7+ till night around 11+.....pity her only got sleep for few hours then need to get up again to go to work....I wondering why no people willing to help him during the night?? XD

I take my book to study at there but then dint really got chance to study so much cause need to help him take dishes to customer while he busy making the food.....had quite nice time there la.....not really very bad at all......just that I not get used to the atmosphere...that's all......^^

i watched it...!!

Luckily still can watch "Nasi Lemak 2.0"....I really scare that the movie get banned before I got chance to watch it.......kinda nice movie actually but then got a lot of concepts that can get people misunderstand the movie.....

Well after the movie we went to eat then have some relaxing day at some where........not bad day after all....just that I really hate school on monday cause all student usually have monday blues........me is not excluded.....><

bad chemistry trial....

I'm feeling so so guilty for not study when I got my free time during the weekends.....did so badly in exam feel like wanna jump off from high building......knock my head against the wall.....give car hit until don't even remember who am I....I really feel myself so stupid for the don't know how many time in my life....really can't forget this stuff in my life......how I wish I can become a clever person which never make such a silly mistake in life........

Well.....I gotta ready for my next class from driving school......kinda nervous cause I gonna learn to drive car soon.....1st time in my life driving car for my 1st time.....hope can get a wonderful memory through out there.......

yeppy....!! I got it...!!

At 1st I'm so worry for not getting pass in the theory part of the driving exam....now that I know I can pass so well.....I really happy....not putting lots of effort and getting 46 out of 50 question correct make me so happy......but then....I really envy my uncle....he can get all the question correct.....well....he did put a lot of effort so it's unbeatable.......

Kinda stress today cause need to study for tomorrow exam......pissed me off.......so many numbers that turn around my head......hate those numbers....really......I really don't like math even I'm chinese girl.....haih....any way to help me to love those numbers???

sad....sad.....sad.............

So tired today...cause went to swimming with my friends....so long time din't go out with them....at last got a nice chance to go out with them.....actually the place change kinda a lot....the swim site toilet is much more better than the previous ones.....but still the water pressure is still the same...just the decoration changes.....got a bit changes better than no changes at all......

I kinda regret why when small time I din't go learn swimming...if not now I sure I can swim better......really envy those kids that got their chance to learn swimming when they were still young.....if time can go back to the past I sure will force my parent to let me swim.....really nice.....but it's been century since I ever got a chance to swim....my speed slows a lot...stamina is not as good as last time....really make me down......

More worse I did badly in my exam....it's easy but then I din't have the enough time to read it.....it's all time fault.....but then actually is all my fault.....if I plan my time properly then I should get it correct...dang.....

nice monday.....

At last got a chance to meet my dear....since he started his night shop.....so little time that he can spend with me....I really miss him a lot....but then it's kinda good...cause my exam is getting nearer and nearer.....since he busy now then I also can concentrate on my own stuff.....it's like shooting two bird with a stone......

He come pick me up at school then we go to eat our lunch....as usual I skip my dinner....but pity him....he don't want to eat if I din't eat...so ended up I eat a little bit just to trick him to eat....


Overall the whole day is awesome.....kinda like it...^^