what??!!!

Okie...now only I know that this girl is actually one of his ex-girlfriend.....OMG......and then I am at there and the feeling is so so so weird man......all his friend at there and he some more with me....some more I am at his ex-girlfriend birthday party.....god damn it....he should tell me earlier that he going to his ex-girlfriend birthday party....well actually I already suspected something is so terrible wrong with them cause I got a feeling that their relationship is way too close for a normal friend.....is just a shock that she actually is his ex-girlfriend...I wonder how many ex he still got.....how many have he secretly keep it away from me?? If I and my ex-boyfriend are friends again....I absolutely won't bring him together with me...cause atmosphere will be very weird then.....

As I predict the birthday party is really bored...some more there is no people I know at there....not even one.....all are stranger to me.......so I just wasted my time at there doing nothing and eat the most terrible food I ever eat.....first is spaghetti stick to each other....then sauce is not hot or either really cold at all...some more is sour and spicy......is good to have a new kind of sauce for it but then this not really suit a spaghetti......if u wanna make a cold one then u should online check how to make them not stick to each other....really hard to take out the spaghetti to eat......is the most terrible spaghetti I ever eat.....

Most terrible is a whole crowd need to wait for a person to come....I don't even know who is that person and she make the whole floor to wait for it......so ridiculous man......my boyfriend is not feeling well and he have to wait for so long just to eat that bloody hell normal cake......o0o why cant she just cut a small piece out for us in the first place?? or either the next day she take it over to my boyfriend shop to let him eat it?? we waited like 2 hours plus just only for that normal fucking cake.....really pissed me off.....

bone pain...

Don't know why today my bone at my leg so so pain...really got no idea what I did or what I eat or what causes it to be like this today......so hard to pay attention in class....suddenly very pain....then a while later no problem.....but after some time get back this pain again...anyone know why?? is it I lack of calcium??

boy boy birthday...

Actually though want to buy him cake but then din't cause worry later no people eat the cake....some more I thought want to cinema as early bird....ended up no watch movie cause he late wake up...spending whole day at cc...bored till.....

genting agn?

So many people at genting even is normal sunday.....freaking me out......I thought only special day a lot of people but never thought normal day also so many people....imagine I plan to go to genting to celebrate my birthday which fall on school holiday and also nearby new year eve.....OMG.........room surely will fully booked and theme park surely will crowded with people....even want to play a game also have to wait like half hour most quick?

Kinda heavy mist at there.....nice weather......take few picture at there....looks kinda fat....so decided not gonna upload it.....save it in my mind as a memory....^^

First time for me to go into the indoor ghost house which is not included in the band wrist of genting indoor theme park.......really funny when think back...cause my uncle and my aunt boyfriend not scared by them so they tell them to come and scare us......my uncle tell them behind behind and my aunt boyfriend tell them okie okie.....clue for them to scare who....but luckily not me...cause I keep on hide behind my uncle....I don't like to go inside but just to accompany them to go in.....when we get to exit door.....I really panting.......almost cant continue my breathing......nice experience but then.....don't feel like wanna go inside there anymore......but most scary part is when we are going down the dark stairs and suddenly got a fake ghost jump out and scare us.....but that not include me cause I and my uncle come down from the stairs early......

Kinda wasting money cause a cup and a key chain from genting cost RM100+....really unacceptable.....play games and win as much token as you can is really hard to be not costly....but then to my cousin is kinda worth ......as a good memory from there....^^

stay back again??

Study group is good but then when you study group please think of others.....since I go to school with my friends.....it's car pooling.....so they should think of me too....they want to stay back after school to study I don't care but then don't you think is not fair to tell me that I should go back by myself and eat up my money that I pay for the car pooling?? her car is not like gonna use a lot of fuel to bring me go and back from school....since her car an old car that suppose to save lots of fuel.......she should consider me also.....if you can't study in house then send me home and you guys go to other place to study.....if I stay back together then it's really fine...but this?? really can't accept it....if continue like this I better give her less money next month onward......din't really worth also...cause sometime my dear come take me....then sometime they stay back let me go back by myself is another calculation.....ended up it's really not worth to pay so much.....regret asking her to fetch me....I should ask somebody else.....

good job...

Good good....I thought that my dear will come fetch me after my tuition but who know he tell me to follow my dad go back...it's good also I follow my dad back cause who know that his house suddenly no electricity.....luckily he din't come fetch me...if not I will be bbq in his house....but then if he come take me then he wont be so hot....cause at least got air-cond.......

Terrible thing my tuition teacher did....she say she maybe will replace a class on friday....I got tuition on friday...and I suppose to go both side now......directly 4 hours plus tuition non-stop.....oh god....really torturing me man.....I tired till damn hell now.....still so long hours of tuition......some more I got transport problem....how to go to another side of tuition on time?? it's like 5 minute trip from on corner to another end of corner.....no dinner some more.....really....speechless.....

great dinner.....

Just had a freaking awesome dinner....2 dishes of crabs....1 prawn dishes...1 sour fish dish.....1 vegetable dish....1 lemon chicken....and my side dishes is fried cuttlefish......I waited so long for the dish to come since we actually order it in between.....the dish that we reserved come so fast that we not quick enough to take the picture.......Lol.....

After dinner suddenly my aunt plan to go to i-city.....on the way to there she say we must be careful not to walk far away from her since is a normal day and less people will be at there....but then is totally opposite....so many people at there.....then she said don't go far away from her cause later we will get missing due to so crowded at there.....funny part is at 1st she tough less people will be there but who know that suddenly so many people at there....really jam at there....but just only at the enterance part.....besides that parking is so so full.....inside there so pack of people......people busy taking picture here and there cause the light view in the night really attractive......I've been there twice and found that there are many improvement at there....shops have increase a lot and there is a new building for entertainment......cant wait for them to finish it and go there once more.......

On the 24th this month there will be some sort of concert taking place at there.....surely there will be more crowded......today go already so freaking many people...cant imagine that day situation will be how......well I cant wait for next week genting..... 

bowling

Argh....bowling....it's been long time ever since I touch and play bowling.....today went to go play bowling at my dad working place....really terrible place....but then it's cheap compare to other place......the toilet is so terrible dirty and small.....really don't have any interest to go there any more in future....we play three game....which include my uncle...both of my aunt and me....lucky me din't lose in the game cause loser must treat everyone eat.....><

But then my thumb nail break off....I really don't understand cause my nail is not long but still break off......every time like that...really make me confuse.....my hand also swollen and I don't know why....really don't get.......hope wont happen such thing again cause I really like to play bowling even I can't get strike.....

i hate today!!

Really sad today...cause I though he will accompany me go to play bowling with my uncle they all at night....but I expected that he will say no to this question....know why?? cause he so freaking scare of my dad....as I thought so.....everyone scare my dad....suddenly think of finding another better mate to be my another half....even he treat me good but he is way too scare of my dad.....my dad actually wont how......I simply fool around with the fact and he believe it....it means that he not really want to be with me at all.....shirt smelly so what?? not like got people gonna purposely smell his shirt or what......we just gonna go there to play and that also so hard to achieve?? really full of disappointment today.......lunch also no mood to eat....feel like just want to cry for the whole day......for this tiny thing to him but big matter to me......

Some more at school I feel that I so stupid....what ever the teacher is telling I feel like totally stranger to me....cant even get it at all....like the first time I study like that.....failure day for me.....I thought he can accompany me go there to make me happy but then is not....all failure.....totally bad luck day for me to do what I want.....

I shouldn't let him fetch....cause a sentence he say make me feel sad.....I ask him "What are we gonna do today?"...he ans me "Well what we gonna do is in your hand.....u will plan for me".....but later I found out that what he say is not what he mean....cause after I ask him whether want to come with me to bowling a not....he say that he wanted to watch movie with me today....so what is the purpose of him saying that to me?? is there any meaning of saying something that wont come true?? really hurting me.....don't feel wanted to life anymore.....wondering why I just cant get the courage to hit by a car.......=(

cant wait for tomorrow....

My uncle gonna come visit us in Malaysia tomorrow........cant wait for it....he come back since last 2 years ago already...I miss him freaking so much......gonna spend more time with him....^^

i not gonna go damn u...!!

To prevent going to a childish place I prefer staying at house and had some nap....my friends are gonna celebrate a guy birthday in botanic cafe in the midnight on next Sunday.....nahh.....is so ridiculous.....why should I go when in the end no body gonna celebrate my birthday as i celebrate for them?? I hate to waste my money on something that cant let me gain anything after that.....some more next day is school day....if I go maybe I can take that as excuse but then I still thinking wanted to go a not cause they not like gonna spend a bit on this things....they don't know how to manage their money and simply buy things that they think is cheap but actually is not........really don't know why they study public school since they so rich can simply but stuff......=(

transformers...^^

Hell nice transformer...thumbs up for you guys.....but then at beginning of story really can make me fall asleep.....cause is too bored to listen to their origin....really exciting to see them fight the bad guys.....at 1st the bad guys look like they gonna win but in the end optimus prime kill all of them in the city......luckily the girl go trigger the bad boss to go to kill prime's master.....if not really gonna be bad ending of this movie....I wonder will there be next transformer movie?? really like it so so much.....