at last exam done....

Fuyoh...at last I finish my freaking boring exam cause need to sit for few hours at least a paper....this mean that even objective paper also have to sit for 1 hour plus...really this time exam freaking me out....cause is really too long time already....


Well as usual I did badly in almost every exam paper cause I really don't know how to do.....what I study din't came out but I din't study came out....really dead meat this time....I got no more eyes to see my exam mark.....most worse is open day gonna come and when my parent saw my result I really can't imagine their response......really....they wanted me to get so well that I really veli pek cek to study since all stuff need to keep on study non-stop.....I not d type that can study non-stop......

exam so nervous....

Today is my 1st exam day....I really so pek cek...cause my place so hot plus my shirt so sticky at my body....really pek cek....cant even sit properly....my teacher really dumb ass.....air-cond auto off cant on back make me sit at corner so freaking hot.....door some more close....air-cond off already still want ti close the door for what?? really pissed off lar.....

My sweat keep on falling down on my face.....exam already no time to answer plus now I need to keep on wipe my sweat.....really wasting my time......so hot I really cant think a lot during my exam time....really cant think under so hot atmosphere.....I wonder hu write wrong my family surname.....I feel wan to kill that people for writing wrong cause my name always 1st in the list and always sit at the 1st place in the room....argh!!!

The most pissed me off the day is borrow my things to people during exam...cause I be good people borrow them my thing but then when they return it back to me it become in different condition....my highlighter got a spot lighter in colour which I don't know how it become like that....my protractor got a lot of white tiny spot which I thought is liquid paper but then is not cause I use ruler to scratch it off and it can't off....it still stick at there....some more is more like a stick type.....really pissed off...I din't even use it more than 10 time and now is like that....I appreciate the things that bought by my mum and they make it till like that look like as if I din't appreciate things that bought by my mum....damn it.....go to hell with your irresponsible characteristics....

exam week...

Looks like my exam is coming nearer but then I totally like din't study for my exam at all....cause I everyday keep on go out and play......seem like a working people....to some of my friend I look so free and not even under stress but then who can understand me that even I study after a while I absolutely will forget it clean....so I got study actually same like no study.....I prefer look at stpm and not mid term exam......is not fair.....

So this whole week my class really stress me up...cause all so busy study and I gotta study too to prevent getting the last place in the class again.....I really cant get what their head thinking.....study is not everything....cause life is not bout study only.....but then I talk so much also no use....just let them discover it out.....

orientation week....

Well this week is the lower form 6 entering this school....just like the last time moment when I first enter the school.....our class really think of terrible and evil idea to get out hand on those junior.....our school every year surely will do explorace in the end of the orientation......my station is all bout blowing a ping pong ball on egg tray with flour.....there will be 2 group competing....if one of the group blow less round than another group then they will have to drink our special home made juice which is very healthy....bitter guard...chili...and small green lime is included inside......

Bout other station I not kinda sure but then one station is freaking interesting.....some sort like fear factor....put hand inside a jug to feel what is inside there.....really mentally torturing....I like that idea but then pity them....suddenly get such a horrible memory in their life....but then I enjoy looking at their face....cute....funny....really nice.....

new batch form 6 is coming...^^

Hell yeah....lower form 6 is coming next week....and v all have prepare a lots of interesting activities for them....I hope it wont be same as last year cause almost everytime d event is repeating....I kinda feel as though they don have any creative mind.....really.....they keep on repeating same activities....confirm cant built up a fashion designer in future....

But then I next week gonna be very bored cause almost all teacher busy in the activities and some student too....impossible teacher gonna teacher a lot of things cause worry student will get lost in her class.....really really bored......now it have become a fact that my tuition teacher is kinda boring....thinking of wanted to stop tuition a not cause without tuition I cant do much....

donation of blood...~~

First time in my life donate blood....feel kinda scare at first cause they say the tube to be poke into ur blood capillary is very huge......some say nurse will poke wrong place and cause ur hand to be swollen.....tis kind of news really scare me a lot....

But then in d end I still donated 450ml of blood.......now oni I know that my blood group is "O"....I thought maybe can be different a bit but then in d end get the most common ones......really wish I could get something rare once in my life....something that can make me proud of myself.....I really feel not proud of myself cause I too common in common society.......

When the poke my fingers it really hurts a lot......I really can feel the pain through my nerves.....then I check my blood pressure......normal as usual.....but then d doctor that measure my blood pressure really have a freaking good look.....I nearly get an electric shock man.....but then is impossible cause usually a doctor will pick someone almost status with him...I rarely heard a doctor pick a freaking normal girl.....

I kinda sad when I go measure my weight.....after donating my blood my weight gain!!! Is like so impossible to happen....why other ppl lose weight but then my weight gain up so many?? Is 3kg..!!! Not a joke at all......I already overweight and now more overweight.....really feel so wanted to cry.....

The nurse that I meet really friendly....I like friendly people......I don't like people that not friendly at all......like the nurse so much....but then the nurse look so familiar....don't know where I see her before.......but still I proud of myself today cause I donated blood in just few min.....I think not even more than 3 min and I done with it......feel kinda funny when I think bout it....cause everyone donate slowly but my one so fast......some more my blood very dark in colour....the nurse say my blood got enuf oxygenated blood that's why that colour but then I heard people say blood in dark colour is not good.....actually I also confuse by those statement........= =