no body is my real friend perhaps...~

My tuition class today cancel and no body tell me bout it....really so pissed off man......same class with me tuition aso same but then din't tell me bout the info that d tuition class already cancel off......wat class mate is tis?? If they din't go I willl go inform them but then I din come why just they come to inform me?? Is it really tat hard to talk to me?? not like I will eat them or wat.....damn it lar.....

Luckily my boy can come fetch me....if I go tell my dad come back to fetch me then sure get nag from him 99 cause he surely will say "Why cant u ask ur friend properly bout the tuition class time??" Is like all my fault but then actuallly I really innocent.....luckily d clerk tell me when I reach there....even though is late....at least got some one tell me bout it....

Really a nice wheather today cause the wind that blow to my face feel so cool.....not like those normal wind cause the sky is gonna to pee......I really like raining day cause is a cool day......nice to do anyting including sleeping....my favourite thing to do during raining day......if not go outing on rainy day aso not bad......at least wont feel warm in the car......^^

nice movie!

Well my day not bad lar.....kinda nice also lor....cause at last my boy take me go watch movie at TGV at Bukit Tinggi Jusco......"Rio" is kinda relaxing movie cause it actually is comedy movie.....can say laugh from the beginning of the movie until the end of the movie.......really nice leh......

Eat my dinner at "Kim Gary"...he rarely bring me go to such place cause he say it's kinda expensive.....but then at last he automatically bring me go there without I begging him to take me go eat.....happy dao....

Really like my day lor....even though I run away from school and will get scolded by teacher but then is all worth......really worth...cause R&d really a boring thing to do.....some more my teacher keep on wan perfect thing....some time really wan to slap the teacher for not consistently understand student feeling of doing their work.....

Glad that I run away today cz got many mistake in my work....if I at there sure will get 99 scold and nagging from her......*phew

hate him la....

So pek cek la when I saw his msg....keep on calling me "leng lui"....pek cek a....my name is suki la.....not "leng lui"....don't know how many thousand time I tell him already that I prefer people call my name suki or something that I like.....he keep on non-stop calling me that.....really so pissed off....

\Some more when I damn busy like a bee he keep on call me....I din't pick up he continue some more call me....why in the world I get crazy people on my friend's list??I really so damn hate him......he say he want to chase me.....nah....din't give a damn bout it.....he totally not my cup of tea....really bad taste of flavour I ever get on my mind to try it.......feeling so regret now that last sun go out with him.....he thought that I every sun also so free can go out with him....actually I go out with him cause I thought he can go fetch me go to my boy place....if he cant do he ever dream to go out wit me.....he is nothing to me except a friend......

I hope he can change his attitude.....cause he so fake in front of me....keep on acting non-stop.....feel so wanted to slap him or him hit in front of so many people.......I prefer he be his real self rather than acting in front of me.......I hate people acting in front of me.....

buzzy week.....

Phew...tis whole week I so freaking busy....don't know what happen really.....mon I got back from school then go out for the whole day....tuesday I kinda busy with my chemis homework cause teacher say next week need to pass up but then till now I also haven finish....really too many homework already la....

Wed din't go to tuition due to heavy rain n the road get flood by the rain.....so I go outside to study......much cooler outside compare to my house....then thurs need to rush my math homework...totally freaking me out cause I never thought that so many homework in a speed of light....

Some more I need to collect money from those people that order things from me......they keep on say I din't inform but then actually I already inform them so many times....they ignore me some more say I din't inform them....damn it....they never say is their fault....even is their fault also say is my fault....brainless human.....study till form 6 no use la u......

muet exam so suck~

My muet examination so freaking suck....I did so badly in this exam and can't afford to re-sit for this stupid exam anymore....cause is a paid exam.....what I can do now is start praying to get a good result.....there is nothing else that I can do now.....

Kinda abnormal for me to go to school on saturday cause is actually my rest day in the house.....I should sleep early yesterday night.....if not maybe today I wont make silly mistake and did well.....but I cant totally blame sleep.....I should prepare myself to a higher challenge not anymore a amateur challenge......hate my self cause no any improvement......

He go to his friend buffet dinner alone...I don't feel like want to accompany him cause I hate to be a vase at there.....I don't know why when he call me to accompany I will go but then last time I remember that even how they beg me I also din't go....maybe I really change a lot perhaps....change into a totally new person even I also don't know who am I....

bored place....

Today's trip really bored me up.....museum is not as big as I thought it would.....and most important is not interesting at all.....all specimen so so old.....most of them older than me....but then at least got something catch my eye which is plastination......new method and first time in my life I heard such a things......at first they brief us bout rules and regulation but after a while all break the rules such as taking picture with their specimen.....but I confirm they wont break a rule which is posting the picture on to facebook cause they doesn't want to be sue by the university........

My lunch kinda nice but then really don't know why that my head so dizzy after so time in the bus.....I hate this type of headache......the blade that I spoil need to be replace by new one.....unfortunately that one need to order from school.....take so long time to reach....=(

Never thought that my biology teacher birthday is today.........whole class really give her a memorable day.....cause lots of present & surprise.......I hope she will remember our batch forever cause we are the first batch she teach after she get transfer from other places........

swimming day....

I just got back from swimming today.....I thought really will rain but then not a single drop of rain at all......so many people recently at that pool.....after so long din't go but then still got lots of people.....damn it.....the water so fast get warm due to many people inside the pool.....the pool doesn't feel like a normal swimming pool but then is more like a spa water......just illustrating the situation.....

Really had a nice day after school....cause is the first time I dissect a toad.....I really shock today morning cause suddenly teacher give me a toad in the moment I arrive to classroom door......that toad kinda cute....really like that toad......I suspected that the toad is pregnant and after done that experiment proven that I'm really correct.....all my friend say is fat tissue but it really seem to be like that.......excited for tomorrow trip.....can't wait for tomorrow cause I really dream to go to anatomy museum since centuries ago......hope I enjoy my moment at there watching those thing.....^^

monday blues~

Well I always have monday blues on monday....don't know why but most of the people that I know usually have this type of symptom....really got no idea how I get such things.....I did stay back from school due to my friend......kinda pity for her if I leave her stay alone facing teacher.....cause that teacher really irritating.....a while say wan this but after some time later she will tell us to re-do again the things.....if she din't chase for perfectness then I confirm my group very early can finish this research program....

time run away from me.....

Time is running fast.....I need to increase my speed to catch up....but then time too further ahead....how can I possible increase to such a speed? I should beginning of year go extreme speed but now is too late to say anything......my homework haven finish.....my book that I borrow from my frend haven finish read also.......mon need to give back to her already.....my homework need to pass up on mon too.....but then I get too attracted to online & blogging......cause that is my sun time.....how can I ignore it?? =(

Tomorrow still got tuition....so fed up to go to tuition....cause is nothing interesting at there anymore......but still need to go cause I pay money already.......

Bought durian to go pray my grandpa & grandma.....such a good quality durian they sell....even is expensive but then I think is worth cause really delicious......it's since a long time I haven eat such a sweet durian....loving it......^^

bored tuition~

My tuition is getting more and more bored....cause teacher keep on talk and talk bout same thing.....never get fed up la him....some more do quiz.....I did really bad in the quiz cause I din't study at all.....some more I din't pay much attention to him in the class......cause the way he talk make me feel really nice to sleep...

Experiment today kinda nice......cause never thought that it could be so troublesome to look for a vein in the rat abdomen.....really difficult to find it......incredible that my friend's rat die due to cancer.......first time in my life saw the cancer thing in the rat.....I thought only human can get cancer but not animal........got a girl fainted due to formalin of the rat.....I should buy "kou zao" to prevent that stupid smell enter my nose....really feel dizzy.....even at house I still can get that smell....hate that smell....

i regret....

Today is the muet speaking exam day.....I went to school around 10.25 a.m....actually I plan to go to school early but then my boy ask me to accompany him eat "bah kut teh"...since I long time din't eat already....so I decided to follow him go to eat.....the food there not really nice......soup is kinda like water.......meat doesn't have the herbal ingredient absorb into it......really not so nice but then still can be accepted.....I hate the service at there.....how can they forget customer that sit further away from the kitchen? the people come late get their food 1st....after that only reach my turn.....what the hack.....hate that....I waiting so long can't get my food but then they just wait a while already got their food....

Exam actually kinda easy.....but then nervous make me fail my exam.....don't know why suddenly so nervous.....maybe due to examiner look like fierce.....>< I really did badly in the exam....I din't try my best yet....if I get really bad mark in speaking then I think that most probably I will re-sit the exam.....

Noon I go to shopping with my boy......he buy some new clothes.....I once a year only buy a new clothes......look like I din't pamper myself properly.......

rat dissection.....

Not bad today.......done my 1st rat dissection on the abdomen part.....actually teacher ask us to cut open d skin but then don't know how I accidently cut open d abdomen muscle together.....lucky after that I got take up my scissors and d 2 layer split....if not sure like my another friend accidently cut d rib cage too.......a lot people come n view my rat cz they don't know how to do.....actually I not worry doing wrong cz if wrong already then I think most probably teacher gonna make me share with others or she will give me use d preserve rat in d preparation room......

I took few pic of my rat but then is on my facebook.....please go c it if u r my friends....if not add me 1st then remember to view my pic.....I really want to share with all people my happiness.....