Feel kinda harsh when I made my mum disappointed.....I promises her to change the shoe that I just newly bought to her but then I din't change it to her.....cause that shoe is just bit too small that I bought......so actually at first I insisted to change the shoe but then she doesn't want to change it cause she say is troublesome for me......but then when I go out yesterday night she say change the shoe only la......so ended up I took the shoe out but then I din't change it......
Why I din't change it?? cause my boy thought I can out till 11+ in the night but then I actually around 10.30 in the night must go back....when he bring to cybercafe he actually forgotten what he actually need to do.....really.......when I went on his car I told him already that I need to take the shoe to change......he heard it.....but then maybe because I say "If you don't to change also nevermind.....I lie to her...." that why he decided not taking me to change the shoe.....is all my fault......I should say out that phrase.....now making my mum so disappointed....making my mum leg suffer due to the small size that I bought to her........
I am just so failure as a daughter.....I just can't help her in anything that she wanted........I just cant study well....don't know how to do housework......don't know how to cook......don't know how to even become a family supporter.......really.......sometimes I just hate myself cause I don't know how to be a better person in a family & society.......at least among friends I wish to be noticeable......
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