Look like I mon gonna go to tat fucking boring skul....especially mon there got nth special n all is bored subject on tat day....wondering how I gonna survive on such a boring day.......fuck lar my parent......I don wan go cz is a boring day.....some more I wan to relax ma.....jz fin exam not long......brain power sure off d lar.....now suddenly wan me go study like I nvr seen a book in my life b4.........
Even my chemis teacher aso knw how to say jz fin exam brain power sure off but then my parent don und keep telling me to study.....I rili plan to study during d holiday cz even my tuition teacher ystdy say holiday is da best time to catch up all left out tis year........but then even tell my parent they still don let......1st thg is saying y put ownself skul holiday......but my frend d put them in holiday.........y cnt they even try a bit to und tat I rili got to rest?? I rili had a stressful life.......modern study life is not like their ancient time skul life....happily study.....now is being force to study not willing study by myself.....so force n willing study is diff thg........they wan to learn more but not me......cz I don thk wat I learn in skul will rili gonna applicate in my real life....eg like additional math.....is not like when we buy thgs we need such a complicated counting......is not like we gonna have a better life if additional math is good........
I jz fed up of being inside hse.....no freedom to do anythg tat I like....no freedom to go whr I wan.....no freedom to say wat I wan........all is like prisoner to me......I don like parent keep on nagging to me saying wat should be done & wat not..........now student life is not like their student life....their life don need to compare so much of thg....don need to worry so many thg......but nowdays many thg need to be worry........even my teacher cn und but y not them?? even outsider cn und......hard to believe wat actually call family member.....outsider seem to be like more a family member to me n not my real family member.......they don even try a hack min to und me......they jz k bout themself.......when I din k for me......all those scolding....nagging....complain will come to my ears.......hate it.........I hate to be in tis family.........I jz cnt be my ownself in here.........cnt blame me if I search for outside ppl to become nearer to me n not u guys......sorry~
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