bad luck......

So bad luck lor today....go watch tat "Altitude" nvr imagine it will be such a boring movie lai d.....n then nvr tot tat I will lost d movie ticket.......so actually need to buy a new movie ticket agn..........when Heng Shen come fetch me time he need to wait so long n then some more need to help my frend to email her assignment leh......so damm ma fan lor........

Suddenly my mum msg my da da n tell him somethg tat veli accurate tat I have guess.......tat is blaming him for our argue lor.....so sampat leh.......I nvr imagine my mum will be like tat lor........kek sei me lor.......then more worse part tat is genting ystdy got accident ma......but tat accident is bus not car......I go genting is by car lor......so y cnt let me go??? wat is da relationship bus got to do wit car??? some more d driver check everythg d n not me oni gal go nia lor........y wan so worry?? I wont go up to genting in middle of nite but on d next day morning wor...........y keep don let me go??? y thk till so negative?? some more my da da air-cond suddenly spoil d.......I thk I cause it spoil cz I damm bad luck today......

haih~~

Look like I mon gonna go to tat fucking boring skul....especially mon there got nth special n all is bored subject on tat day....wondering how I gonna survive on such a boring day.......fuck lar my parent......I don wan go cz is a boring day.....some more I wan to relax ma.....jz fin exam not long......brain power sure off d lar.....now suddenly wan me go study like I nvr seen a book in my life b4.........


Even my chemis teacher aso knw how to say jz fin exam brain power sure off but then my parent don und keep telling me to study.....I rili plan to study during d holiday cz even my tuition teacher ystdy say holiday is da best time to catch up all left out tis year........but then even tell my parent they still don let......1st thg is saying y put ownself skul holiday......but my frend d put them in holiday.........y cnt they even try a bit to und tat I rili got to rest?? I rili had a stressful life.......modern study life is not like their ancient time skul life....happily study.....now is being force to study not willing study by myself.....so force n willing study is diff thg........they wan to learn more but not me......cz I don thk wat I learn in skul will rili gonna applicate in my real life....eg like additional math.....is not like when we buy thgs we need such a complicated counting......is not like we gonna have a better life if additional math is good........


I jz fed up of being inside hse.....no freedom to do anythg tat I like....no freedom to go whr I wan.....no freedom to say wat I wan........all is like prisoner to me......I don like parent keep on nagging to me saying wat should be done & wat not..........now student life is not like their student life....their life don need to compare so much of thg....don need to worry so many thg......but nowdays many thg need to be worry........even my teacher cn und but y not them?? even outsider cn und......hard to believe wat actually call family member.....outsider seem to be like more a family member to me n not my real family member.......they don even try a hack min to und me......they jz k bout themself.......when I din k for me......all those scolding....nagging....complain will come to my ears.......hate it.........I hate to be in tis family.........I jz cnt be my ownself in here.........cnt blame me if I search for outside ppl to become nearer to me n not u guys......sorry~

y like tis geh???

Izzit me facing it o all feel tat all parent like tat geh?? y I wan go genting for 1 day aso cn?? I mon no go skul aso ma......y cnt let me go relax a while?? I veli stress d leh cz exam last week....wanted to release stress but now wan me everyday study.....holiday aso wan me study geh but jz a fake promise saying let me out.....ccb......I si beh bo happy lor.......cry for 1 hour d now eye so damm dry lor........I rili holiday will study leh....y u jz cnt trust me???


Y my frend during skul days cn go genting but I cnt?? y I definately mz listen wat u say?? I don have rite to reject to listen izzit?? Tis is 2nd time I cry for not able to go out wit my beloved one.....y cnt u und tat I during exam week haven meet him n now wanted to spend some time wit him since tat time exam I rili no pei dou him?? tell me y..........I rili wan to spend some time with him la.....I 2 week no meet him miss him ma.....like tat aso cnt und d mother......some more say me tis say me tat.....I shouldn't tell her tat thg.....if not sure easily let me go d leh......haix.....regret telling her.......but I stuck in middle like sandwhich.........I hate it....darn.......

exam over....time to ply agn~

Wher should I go for my vacation?? wat should I do for my vacation?? Actually I plan to go genting then go kai kai geh but then hu knw tat dec so many chemis class leh.....then some more still got PA class.....some more still got 3 experiment to do......need to do revision for next year syllabus.....pity me.....


Exam paper is back n my math T score is 20....fuyoh.........I become more worse n worse d.......then my chemis paper 2 get 32 out of 100....at least got 1/3 of d score.....cnt imagine wat my percentage will be........then today morning suddenly hear my frend(I hate her) wan give motor hit......I so damm hapi......do bad thg tat will happen.....so I waiting for d bad thg to happen on me since I aso do many bad thg.....wakaka.........

cool~

Great 1.....day b4 examination of heavy sub I still cn relax surfing net.....which mean rili tis time I don thk wan to seriously do tat exam........cz teacher d say question will be hard & tricky....which mean even v study pass percentage hard to predict lor.......better depend on wat I und ans d question better......


I tot ystdy many ppl go....but now thk back maybe is d opposite way.......cz I thk she will call malay & indian lor......cz they "1 malaysia" .....but I not rili tat kind if come to personal thgs.......hehe........so hu k?? rili bored sun lar today.....n I get pissed off too today....cz I call mummy so many time n she din ans.....at last after 30 min non-stop calling she hear my call......glad she listen to my call......fb recently so boring.....no ppl available for me to disturb.....some more long time din go watch movie d......I kinda wanna watch movie but surely no ppl cn take me go cz I got no more "fans"......some more even got aso is tat f~ guy.....I hate him so much especially when I haven lc he keep say I lc.....dulan d......delete him n nvr approve him......not gonna ans his call......f~ irritating......jz like flee in my bed......an example not rili got flee in my bed.....haha~~

failing d lar tis time~~

Great...faster congratz me for failing for my skul end year exam.......not oni din study flip d book aso cnt even rmb a term in my head..........cnt thk of anythg.........cnt imagine my tis week sub will get wat kind of score......rili cnt memorize anythg d......jz cn rmb song's lyric but not book......how how how?? my muet essay din do well......lots of points I forget to put in......darn..........such a weak memory.......


So tonite party I'm not goin.......1st no transport......2nd don wan c tat cb po........3rd don wan c my ex........4th ur hse damm hot no air cond.......5th din buy present.......6th I not gonna donate blood at ur hse........so got lots of good reason for not goin.........so wat to do?? juz don go oni lar.........ur 21th birthday party no relation wit me......

exam exam exam~

Now exam season all bz study....wan fb o blogging aso bo time.....too many thg to study in short time.......today exam so freaking easy but then cnt thg of anythg.....darn.......rili duno wan how to sit for STPM d lar........I c so many ppl got so many thg to write but not me........rili cham d la me........cnt imagine my bio n chemis will die till how........


Recently I been thking y cny so early of feb........y cnt late bit?? I prefer to be late bit cz cn waste a lot time at ppl hse.....but now look like cnt le lar.......time passes veli fast in d early month lor......don like time past fast geh leh........miss some of my old no contact d frend but whenever I send msg to them no ppl reply me geh.....so bad lor......some more chg le num aso no tell me......pity dao........treat them good don wan appreciate me geh....suak.....wakaka....don wan choi u d.....bad frend lai d~

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Exam is on thurs n till now I rili haven prepare myself for d next week heavy exam man.....so damm hard.....cnt imagine my biology teacher gonna set wat type of question tis time.......rili don have confident to answer her question.....it will be somethg out of d box.....my muet today exam on speaking n is so damm low.....I in lower ban 3 while I tot if I not nervous maybe I could enter ban 4.....so sad when I heard I become lower ban 3....haix.....


Tml gonna be my chemistry experiment 15 n till now cnt even find a single source from internet that is related to it.....y so many thg unrelated to it come out?? y ppl oways do such thg?? even my amphibian & mammals presentation for my biology aso hard to find......so many unrelated thgs.......

so fast??

B4 tat when I c my calender is still like so long till my exam......without even notice my exam is around d corner & I haven do my revision yet.........actually I plan to simply do cz it will make me more relax n c thg better u knw......I cnt do exam in a tension mood.....mark will jz simply get very low in d class........my class mate all too clever......cnt fight wit them bout education......but if somethg else mayb got chances.......haha..........without my prior notice is end year.......n my birthday is omost 2 month from now.........chinese new year is omost 3 month plus from now......wonder next year will get d same amount of money a not.........cz each year my money is getting lesser n lesser.......money value is smaller.........but other country seem to becoming bigger n bigger......wat wrong wit my country???


I so envy those ppl tat eat a lot but cnt fat......jealous to look at some 1 at my age having a damm hot sexy body........I wish cn have d same thg too but gene is not d same.......I hate myself for being fat cz fat cnt buy those beautiful shirt n d shirt for fat ppl usually damm expensive.........my family cnt even afford to buy such thg for me......I rili mz diet d.........d college tat interview me so fast calling me for 2nd interview d......I wonder actually wat their good qualification of student is...........cz my result so bad if be their good qualification of student then how bout those result tat better than me?? how come they din interview them but me?? weird weird thg........cnt und it till now........

LC counselor~

Damm u LC counselor calling from duno which collegue.....wan to intro ppl go to tat collegue study cz not many ppl goin n now u use such a LC way to talk wit me.....some more is government collegue leh.....waseh....tat collegue at Puchong n d way she talking so big mouth lor.......say she can predict wat I will get for my STPM since she been counselor for around 8 years.......fuck u........then y don u predict ur own future?? wat cn u get from getting high mark in exam?? din prove u clever o wat so ever cz u study then ltr no exam u forget.....so wat d purpose I study so hard for exam n not myself?? for wat I wan to get good result but then I real life I so suck?? get my point?? 


Most I bo song is I jz fall slp not long she call me.....nvm lar......then she say she will oni take good quality study to enter tat collegue oni......WTF........me get 1A n u calling me to enter?? is tis call good qualification?? go die lar u.....u should call ppl wit flat A go n not me leh.....me wat flat aso bo.......deng u lar......indian gal some more tim.......y all indian gal talk to me si beh LC 1?? say till like she is god cn predict my exam mark.....if she rili cn then go die become GOD lar......still being a human for wat?? useless 1.....tat collegue name nvr hear b4.....duno real a not geh..........I still damm bo song she say Sej & BM most easy lor......cz each ppl got diff understanding d ma......she say PA I wont get good result if Sej & BM no A....diu kao u......PA easy oni lar.......wat so hard?? jz problem is how u write it oni ma.....duno jiu simply say........tat time I lazy wan correct u oni cz in slping mood.....if not u sure kena 99 lat from me COUNSELOR~~!!

ponteng ponteng~~

Yeah....so addicted to ponteng skul on mon cz can go out wit my beloved 1......some more now is PMR season n tis make me more wan to ponteng since my mon timetable I take math as important sub for d day.......however d teacher need to be PMR guard so she wont be in skul for tat PMR week............so absolutely I will ponteng lor......but then kinda sad when suddenly next week they plan wan to go sing k n I cnt folo them......huhu...T^T


Today tot cn go watch movie geh but then no more any new movie......kek sim lor......tot today go out cn watch movie geh but hu knw din watch dao anythg.....jz go there for walk walk nia......walk till my little end toes got water balloon lor.......hope tml wear skul shoe wont explode....tml got experiment n I at nite while eating dinner wit my dada n his dad oni notice d msg.....kek sim dao.....but then I veli thankful to my frend cz telling me tml got experiment..........


My mum like veli bu shuang me go out wit him jor......wat should I do leh??

wasei~

My hp back from hospital d leh......happy dao but then my another SIM d num got problem hai me need to pay RM10 for another new card but then still same num lar......all num I lost le lar.......kek sam dao..........luckily tat leng zhai got ask me my sim inside got how many money.....but then got bit regret cz din tell him my money is roughly at RM60.......cz he aso duno my exact value lor......but not good lie ppl......I too good to lie ppl.....hehe~~


My dinner eat KFC leh......shit d la me.....sure fat dao no ppl regonise me leh....cz I today go to weight n c how tall I am......result is I am so so so overweight man.........I rili sad lor........cz last time aso not so fat leh.....kek sam lor........pity my da da cz he head pain.......but now I veli sad cz I fat le n need some ppl to comfort me wit some jokes.........TT.....jz out for a 2 hours in d morning n I spend so much d.......RM100 nearly lor.....cz buy shoes.......buy my dog food........pay for d digi thg......buy my tml morning breakfast......haix..........I hate it when I got not enuf money to spare.......feel kinda down.......not gonna write le........

so pissed off~~

Argh......wheather today so hot making me sweat like hell then feeling so damm uncomfortable d make me starting to have bit pissed off......after having a nap I wake up wan to open my study table to study I hit my toes n is damm pain........study till half suddenly got a guy saying wan to be my guy.....shit lar u......suddenly msg come jiu say such fucking thg.......I hate ppl come n msg me saying wan to be my guy.....u thk I wat?? fuck u lar......today fin tuition early so wat?? still need to wait so long for ppl to come n fetch me.....tell my mum to call my dad she din notice my msg until I call her......si beh dulan d.....some more raining no drive car come take me in rain........fine lar.......then come back hse she say me "Y u din msg ur dad? he is d one tat fetch u wat......u msg me for wat??" wei........dad knw how to c short cut meh?? some more give me so many excuse......me din reply ur msg u say me now I like tis u pulak......argh~~!!!


I hate ppl call me when I having a nap.......make me "mang zhang" lor.........I thk most ppl aso d same leh........tell my mum don need to buy my lunch she insist n then I wake d 1st thg she talk to me is "Hungry le ma?? go eat..." walao eh.......jz wake how to hungry?? tat time fire in stomach d leh.....still got mood eat meh u thk?? shit lar today.......I hate it......bad luck n bad mood~bio practical aso do dao like shit........sim card of my another num suddenly give me so many trouble........saying PIN code....PUK num.....deng lar.....insert le not ok aso leh.........now oni cn use 1 num.....sienz lar.......no ppl to msg wit....n not like got anythg special to chat btw him n me......use tat sim for wat??

4/10/10

Wasabi minna.........u knw wat mean wasabi a not ar?? is not food but it means wassup lor.......wakaka.......got boom dao mou?? chill lar........"Alpha & Omega" & "The Legend of The Guardian" is ok lor.....not as bad as I tot it will be......kinda enjoy watching these 2 movie lor...........but then I watch wit sandy & angel tee of d movie I said......try to guess urself which one lor.........my breakfast is McD n my lunch is KFC......wakaka.......full dao........I still cnt find I wan d shoes at jj leh.........shit dao.......oways my favourite stuff gone veli fast geh......kek sim dao..........


Ystdy pass through tat Big Donut feel wan to buy tat donut tat got sushi decoration ontop of it but then ltr I worry not delicious lor........o mayb too sweet cz I drink too much of gas water d leh.......some more drink tat si beh sweet yogurt drink.........but kinda nice if serve it cold.........hehe.........my dinner ok nia la..........but then today at skul oni notice tat I got somethg important haven do tat is I haven read for my bio tat gonna study n my chemis file.........but nvm lor........still got tml time for me to catch up.......hope I wont be left far lor........hehe.......^^

y like tis geh??

Y all my shoes spoil at same time??y my dad oways thk bout himself n not bout us?? y my dad so selfish n say bad bout his spouse since he d one propose to her?? is it all men say "I do" in d marriage is just lies?? say will take k of her no matter how sick.....how worse d condition......how poor it gonna be......izzit just a sheet to hide all bad thg tat they do behind??? izzit car more important than wives?? when bad mood n not happy wit work........u go scold ur spouse suddenly n then go out without taking k of her feeling n child...........u did it infront of child eyes......how cn a child respect u when u do such bad thgs??? I cnt comment too much ltr my spouse will become more worse than HIM......I don wan tat to happen.......must take k my talking~~~


Well my math teacher give whole class math homework is like so damm hard.....I cnt even find an ans to d question she had in d paper.....some more is 50 question lor.....how cn a dumb ppl possible to ans all??? my bio presentation so death......all my point is like meaningless.........cz I thk is veli bad for copy directly from book.....my pic some more is so bad in quality man........shit d lar......so death.........


I saw I wan d shoes d but then d price is far too expensive n is high heel..........darn......I don wan high heels cz walking time veli noisy n after wearing it my leg cn break into pieces leh.........y everytime I love tat thg sure will gone veli fast?? izzit destiny tat I cnt have my favourite thg around me??? izzit GOD like to ply wit my emotion??? haix........rili so so so sad........oways like tis~~

new pic of me~~sure will get scold~

My new pic.....hope to get some comment from everyone.......no matter what comment it's still doesn't matter cause I prepare myself for public critics......