Haha......as I predict he wont be coming my hse on fri n sat which is raya day.....is a public holiday n then he at 1st tell me wont be working......I happy till fly on air cz cn whole day wit him but now is jz ended up wit another disappointment nia lor.......cz he ystdy tell me he will be working on tat day......so now I goin to find some entertainment on tat day n give him work till enuf lar......I fed up of waiting him to call me out d lar.....I tot he will be calling me out when I free but hu knw is not.....I goin 100% for other ppl to call me out......I rili cnt afford to wait any longer cz I fed up of oways waiting him to call but it seem like once in a blue moon......mayb I too rush but then I rili hope he will occupy my time when I free lor.....
I don hope wat my mum say bout him aso correct lor......which is he is useless guy lor.....I don hope is correct leh.....cz my mum say he say wan buy car long time ago le but then till now like no action at all.....my mum aso say he not sayang me aso cz no buy present give me geh......she some more say my other ex at least still will take me go kai kai when I call but then tis cnt......I thk got correct aso geh.....cz as I rmb I cnt thk of anythg he buy give me lor......other than goin out treat me watch movie n eat nia lor.....I thk after I write n he saw it oni he will buy give me.......but tat mean is meaningless d cz is not frm his heart naturally thk wan buy give me geh.....
My mum aso like pushing me towards other guy tat she meet b4........she aso keep on asking izzit my kai kor wan kao me......I am so duno wan to ans wat to her cz I totally duno wher she get tis idea frm lor.....but then I feel weird lar when my mum tell me to c properly....don keep on put him in my eye oni.....well thk back aso correct geh.......he got bit like out my list geh......cz if I strictly follow my list I totally wont accept ppl tat is fat n no car n no money d lor........but then how come in 1st place I accept him I aso duno how lor......mayb cz he cn make me happy??? but then now thk back he aso wont so bad lar other than bo car n bo automatic buy present for me.........
I so jealous everytime saw ppl cn walk normally.....look so swt but I cnt...........I jz wan him to hold my hand n take me for a walk......but then he duno when I hug him while walking is so damm hard to walk.......I d give him some signal but he still don und.........some times I wonder does he und me like I und him a not??? I rili starting to suspect tat he is not rili series wit me lor......cz he like talking d same thg over n over agn.....ntg much new.....most troublesome is when my mum ask me wat both of us chat I silent....cnt ans her ques.....n then she ans "both of u talk bout fb agn rite??".... I like wan to say "u read my mind".........I rili feel like v out of topic n it gonna gone soon.......even I rili fall for him but then he seem like no k.....no action......
Tat day rain I jz hope he could use his hand to cover me but then it look like is DIY.......haix........sometime I jz wish I cn get some guy tat is rili good either phy o mentally lor.......n when I tell my frend my bf bo car they like "wth".......I even give frend perli when I say v take bus together.........I like duno wat expression should be given......is like wan to shout "enuf"........haix~~~ ystdy he give ppl say no take me together wit him to go his relative hse but then tat is jz too fast......cz I haven prepare to meet all his relative.......my family is not as big as his family.....my 1 is tiny 1......his is huge.........he jz need to give me some time to get used to it lor........but then he wont und..........he jz will und me when he read my blog.........if I din write any blog I don hope he will und my thking............funny don u thk??? a guy tat don und me n I duno y I accept him suddenly cn together around half year +..........cn u imagine tat?? wit such many trouble in between n all he knw is jz cry n say thking way to solve it......some time I wonder does he rili thk to solve it a not.....cz its like no ans to my ques after some time n d time is like weeks n months.............haix~
Sorry if hurt u but then I jz say out wat I thk cz my head rili wan explode d lor......wan tell u but duno when u will be free to listen to me.....so when u c le my blog hope u knw wat I thk lor cz I knw u recently veli bz.......n don keep it in mind cz emo post lai d~~^^
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