Monday, August 30, 2010

heart barely beat~~

My heart so pain.......so so so pain.......so wanted it to stop beating frm now n then.......but then I cnt so selfish.....I cnt ISO n make other ppl suffer....but then I rili don get it......y cnt he use my angle to thk wor??? o does he even got use my angle to thk??? I rili suspect he din use my angle to thk lor.......I keep on use his angle to thk but then he jz don get it.....he cnt c d thg tat I c.....he don feel wat I feel.......he keep on saying v got telepathy but then I don thk so.......cz if got v don need talk so much d cn und each other.......


My heart so wanted to cry out loudly but then there is no point crying.......cz he don even und wat I cry for.....I cry cz he don und me.....I sad cz he saying me nvr use his angle to thk of him.......if I din thk of him I wont do anythg tat related to him d lar......disappointed to him.........sorry for those tat saw me cry ystdy......I din mean to cry in front of u.....I jz cnt stand it anymore........sorry lor.....if in future u don wan to call me out I und....~~


Ystdy rili omost feeling wan to faint.....feeling wan to break my head......feeling like wanna fever like tat.......air tat breath out frm me is like abnormal....higher than my body temperature..........face is like boiled egg........rili hate it........he say I keep on give him blow......but then I thk he give me d stab is more hurt than d blow I gave him~~cz he din c it wit his own eye is not as pain as I c n hear he saying out those words.......rili hope my heart cn keep on beating.......don stop cz I cnt afford to make my parent sad.....they too old to get tis reward~~

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