countdown to merdeka??

Impossible for me to countdown to merdeka man.....I not so patriotic like them......o like my teacher.....u knw y a not?? headmaster(her) talk till so emo bout tis merdeka thg n I don get it y v still wan to celebrate it since I feel tat there is racism among malaysian rite now? cz now thk back tat day my muet teacher give us d topic bout somethg related to patriotic n I feel tat malay in malaysia is kinda bossy lor.......tis my own opinion lar....din mean to hurt anyone cz my frend she is a malay mix n she tot she will be consider as malay.....but then now she is consider to be other......y such thg happen?? I tot as long got malay blood it will be consider as malay....well mayb wrong memory.....^^


Panda come find me today wor.....duno izzit after wat I write in blog oni he come find me d lor.......= = but hu k lar.....he come find me wat.....n now I notice somethg tat most of d time he come my hse it will be raining lor.....duno y so weird d lor.........go eat at my favourite cafe.....stomach like cnt withstand d mint milkshake I drink cz head is feeling kinda bit dizzy.....mayb cz I get drops of rain droplet on my head......watch tat "Repoman" is like erm........veli zd d feel lor.......got bit kinda meaningless movie.....if I knw like tis then I should be watching tat "Special Edition of Avatar" d lor........kek sam ar......I cnt wait few of d movie to out to d cinema list....~~


Incredible my class 2day left 1/2 of us nia......many din come.....include some of my frend saying wan come but at last even nose shadow aso din saw 1 lor......teacher give kinda lot but then is easy to do.....tml goin to gambateh fin it so tat cn out lor.......don wan to stay at hse facing lots of pressure leh.........suddenly feel like regret goin to skul today lor....teacher din teach much aso leh.....sienz dao pek cek lor........then feel so happy when tat cb po get in to trouble.....my revenge is paid on tat day itself.......padan her dns ccb face lar........bark like a crazy fucking dog in front my face wit such a bartender uniform......make up like morning ghost like tat.........some more she will scare my mum cz smoking in my area....mean she actually not rili brave d lar......she jz using her power n her mutual frend to scare ppl nia ma....dai sei lar u cb po......better give car hit kao u lar......I so wanted to c u admit in hospital lar.........say me some more lar...........ownself do wrong blame ppl.....knw how to say me duno how to say urself d cb po........pui!!