Hey hey....for the usual me will always go to bed around 1 am in the morning....but later maybe plan to sleep early since my mood is not good.....give people disappoint plus something that I cant put down....I saw one part of a tv series I watch say very good thing bout what I face.....I cant forgive myself......I know time wont go back but then I really hope they can.....I want to change all the thing that happen to me.....I really regret for doing it....~
Tonite actually can go watch movie but then cant cause no transport....I thought will be going out so I ate bit.....suddenly get a call say is cancel......phew.....luckily eat bit for my stomach but it wont last long....hoping sleep early can be my medicine today....really down down down down mood......thought can go out to take some fresh air but then put too much hopes making ownself hurt.....maybe I should not put any hopes anymore.....my hopes impossible can become true.....and there is nothing like free lunch in this world....all you do you have to pay....just the time will show how much it cost for the thing you have done~~~
Now decided is not going out anymore....tomorrow and sunday will be my whole day at house....I wont spend anymore time at outside....fed up with fucking disappointment and payment.....!!
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