waseh~~

Yo yo man....wassup ppl.....tat day fri give ppl ffk jor.....beh tahan leh....y so many ppl like to ffk geh???sienz lor keep on ffk......on same day got to watch movie name "Once A Gangster".....not nice geh.....so fei d.....~~sampat movie lai d...give frend trick dao le lar...~~they chat dao like veli nice but to me is not lor......~~sienz dao......~~then got some ppl say "Nightmare at the Elm Street" not nice wor.....should I watch a not leh??but d most important I wan to watch "Prince of Persia" leh....I wait tat movie veli long le lar.....if not nice I aso duno wan do wat le lar......~~


Holiday goin to watch "Karate Kid".....as long as tat movie involve Jackie Chan wont be a boring movie cz he usually act is action movie wor......hehe......~~I like Jackie Chan geh movie neh.......~~hahax.......then I nvr tot I bite till my hand got love shape leh......~~XD so zha dou lor~~~

bad Bro~~

Hey ppl.....ystdy me get bite frm my idiot bro....he tat time doin his skul work...then I went into d room......then saw him use calculator to do his skul work....so I took it frm him then rub off all his ans.....he keep on sream like idiot ppl then bite my hand when one of my hand press d book....damm it......so pain......useless bro.....then my mum wack him till he shout like crazy....got one moment I feel like bad ppl cz make him get wack till like tat....duno I should got tat feel a not....haix...~~but d most funny part is tat when he wan to apologize to me...he wan to cry leh....so funny....he did wrong thg but then wan me apologize to him.......funny ppl wit funny thking.....I rili wan to laugh at him when he try to apologize to me tat moment......haha......but then he rili weep....I cn c d tear coming leh...walao eh....I beh tahan my bro like tat lor....keep on cry....haven bit him d shouting like hell....like I goin to chop off his head.....bad bad bro.....rili wan to throw him to dustbin lar....haha...~~

My neck rili pain tis few day duno y....when wan look down is paining like hell....walao eh.....wat problem wit my neck????pain dao cn die lor...then when I do yoga tat time I thk I got accidently hurt my waist hurt like hell...nerve is pulling damm pain.....feel like wan break my bone.....haix....hate tis kind of feel.....breaking feel.....but then ystdy rili a boring day at hse cz keep on study n cnt on9......then I wan find ppl chat but worry ltr d bill come tat time my teeth pain.....now got bit regret go throw away my old num leh...haix.....~~

bored~~

Hey ppl...argh~~my skul is so bored....teacher still d same old pattern leh....I rili goin to slp in class d lar~~haha~~today so happy cz cnt wait till fri n tml I din go to skul...goin to ponteng...haha~~yesterday do presentation show n talk bout own personal thg ma....I bring my pic tat I take at genting last year go show lor~~luckily teacher din ask me show d pic....if not I die give him c cz all d pic is bout someone tat time nia lor...now no le la.....now I wan take pic of my ownself oni leh~~hehe~~~


Today fin skul so tired jor....then duno when give mosquito bite till veli bengkak my neck n my back....stupid mosquito lai d lar...bite me for wat??cz tat day mon go to my aunt hse so kena bite....pity me....feel veli sorry cz ystdy shouted at my mum leh...duno wan how le la.....cz she say I lie her wat aso no tell her leh...I need privacy d ma not mz everythg tell her ma.....if not better chg position wit me lor....let her feel wat is like to don have any privacy....tis blog is I curi curi on9 write geh....hehe~~~!


Cnt wait my chemis book leh.....but mz after she free oni cn get...haix....hope tat day faster come leh....I rili need tat book...no tat book I rili cn die veli fast jor~~haha~~I fat le la...damm fat.....need to diet le lar....especially my tummy...getting bigger n bigger cz keep on sit down.......need a way to maintain my tummy to not let it getting bigger n ruin my body shape....haha~~

cnt resist it...!!!

Hey hey ppl.......today sunday morning mood is bad......usually sun morning after do hse work cn on9 unlimited whole day....mayb is weird but then my parent don let me on9 on skul day.....so they should und it.....frm mon to sat I keep on study......some sub even I study is teacher haven teach n they duno bout it....wat they saw is I keep on goin out n study time is ply around.....but I rili study....my brain jz cnt memorise it cz new to it....tis one need time n I am not a clever student so will need to read it many time....but then don need keep on ask me to study every min man......I am gal n need my own world....I need privacy n I knw wat I am doin....my spm cn get an A even I ply around mean u should rili trust my study.......


My teacher aso got say tat everythg mz be balance.....so let me balance it....don keep on everyday tell me study......frm form 1-5 keep on stay at hse rarely out now wan out is like doin a big mistake.....I knw they hard to accept tat I keep on out n worry I got no interest on study...but then teacher haven teach till ther la.....I study so much wait teacher till veli long d lor....n those teacher talking so soft like no eat for few century like tat....n some of my teacher duno how to differentiate which paper wit which....paper 1 teach paper 2 thg....WTF......n some even say till veli long.....too many thg to copy n she say till so fast....like d hack v und wat they saying....they teach how many year d???v NEW TO IT!!!!wat make them so hard to und wat v saying??


Parent mayb should chg position wit us cz they seem to not und wat v facing...wan us to folo their way but din und problem tat v face at skul n personal.....dun und wat v hoping cn get frm parent....like ystdy I wan out wit victor my mum keep on say y I din bring my purse.....knw wan out but din bring....walao eh....is last min I decided wan out cz they way toooo bored for me to stay at hse...ltr they will force me to study.....she keep on scold say next time out rmb bring purse.....bring money....holy shit.....I wont use ppl so many money n I will hold my identity card properly one la....I wont trouble them.....cz they hate ppl trouble them including me trouble them....so sometime I jz wish I don have parent cz got n no din bring much diff to d now me.....sometime I aso wish they cn chg position wit me n c wat I face n thk.......don und it but talk lots of thg....fuck.......


Then ystdy a fucking stupid gal make my mood bad.....hate her.......luckily chg num d so she cnt disturb me anymore.....si beh fan.....haix......my sunday morning mood is no more......duno wan to do wat now~~~

me me me~~

hEY people..~~how my new picture??I take it after skul...wahaha~~erm.....my skul was a tiring day cz teacher talk like no eat for few day like tat......sienz class....haha~~many ppl from my class wan to chg le...~~waseh~~tat mean how many ppl will ended up in my class ltr???my bio suck n need a tuition fast...other sub aso~~


Erm....I like my muet teacher cz he talk thg veli funny.......oways fin skul early but need to wait....veli beh tahan leh....feel like wan to buy a car but no money....haha~~today plan wan go watch movie but my mum don let....she worry I ltr no study....walao eh....me mon to fri d keep inside d room study like crazy ppl now I jz say wan out cnt......she say she last time aso like tat d.....she like tat me mz like tat d meh???now is wat century d la.......haix~~~~

nEw $kul~~(part 2)

Hey ya...continue yesterday one....well......I like that explorace they had it for us....fun is on my mind....and they held it a way different from what usually my old school will held....totally different....mature than what I imagine....I really never imagine that they could do it in such a way....OMG...~~love it.....but I think back maybe next year maybe will ended up in the same situation...haha~~~


My friend wanted to go to physic class...other all is just same just that my biology and physic different..~~well.......I strictly say it....this is MY OPINION.....I feel that the physic teacher cant give student a great confident...that time she was introducing some topic that might learn in the whole year...other teacher introduce it feeling very excited but that physic teacher was another pattern....she keep on saying till I almost felt asleep in the class....shhhh~~dont tell anyone else.....this is just a secret between you and me...~hehe~~


I really worry that I cant make friends with other school student...cause the real me is much more silent...dont like to talk much when I dont know that people deeply.....and I very shy at 1st cause didnt get used to that type of condition....haha~~so I really worry bout it......I also worry bout public speaking cause last time I done it once and it ended up not like the way I hope it will be....really unhappy bout it.....and then that time that group wanted me to represent their group....well....I worry later ended up with bad ending man......cause I understand myself that is hard for me to do it since I am suppose to be those shy type of people....haix..~~


Next week they say will be start study...but then they going to celebrate teacher day....so how I suppose to study??!!crap...~~then I get confuse bout what time I should be going back....they say after the study will extra activities so should be staying back till 4+ in the evening,,,,,,but if didnt stay what time should it ended??cause that time I didnt really heard it......the hall very noisy at that moment....maybe I should ask my friends again perhaps???

nEw $kul~~(part 1)

Hey friends....I am back....long time didnt update my blog le.....since the school starts on mon I cant even online for a while cause my mum dont let me online....she worry I later keep on online didnt study....well....I got many thing to share today cause many thing happen in this whole week....let me see where to start saying....erm......that day(1st day)....I late go to school....the paper write start at 9 but didnt even say must reach there before 9....so when I reach there all people looking at me like I late......I think is that paper fault cause didnt write properly what time should I be gathering at that school.......


Whole week didnt study....I love it but got 2 day after my recess is counseling session....damm bored,,,,welll....is not exactly damm bored just that when they tell us to discuss something in group some seem to do it alone....didnt ask other group member for any suggestion~~I hate those kind of people....didnt even notice other group member and ask....maybe theirs is not the best answer for the question.......I meet many of my school mates.....primary school mates...some even at my tuition mates...happy to see them...but then they seem to busy with their school friends too.......


And I never thought mainly most of them is from my school....is a shock in my life....never thought will same school with them again....I hope mostly not same class with me cause I got nothing much to talk with them also....I not interested to talk with them since last year and the previous year is same school with them.....I am going to science stream.....a package that include biology....chemistry....pengajian am(maybe can say is a politik study??)...muet(english).....I really dont understand why must english in form 6 is called muet....haha.....


The school is more nicer than my old school....the place is clean and got various of food....people in the school is nice.....friendly....not like my old school....they all is like monster for me~~teacher at there nice too.....glad to meet with friendly teacher.....yesterday play explorace in school....had a great day....meet many of my old friends that now were in upper form 6....me is lower.......i really wish that I can faster go to my upper form 6....I want to quickly start my study so that I can get my brain work up....~~^^

1st time bed early~~

Hey hey....for the usual me will always go to bed around 1 am in the morning....but later maybe plan to sleep early since my mood is not good.....give people disappoint plus something that I cant put down....I saw one part of a tv series I watch say very good thing bout what I face.....I cant forgive myself......I know time wont go back but then I really hope they can.....I want to change all the thing that happen to me.....I really regret for doing it....~


Tonite actually can go watch movie but then cant cause no transport....I thought will be going out so I ate bit.....suddenly get a call say is cancel......phew.....luckily eat bit for my stomach but it wont last long....hoping sleep early can be my medicine today....really down down down down mood......thought can go out to take some fresh air but then put too much hopes making ownself hurt.....maybe I should not put any hopes anymore.....my hopes impossible can become true.....and there is nothing like free lunch in this world....all you do you have to pay....just the time will show how much it cost for the thing you have done~~~


Now decided is not going out anymore....tomorrow and sunday will be my whole day at house....I wont spend anymore time at outside....fed up with fucking disappointment and payment.....!!

wa~~

Long time dint update my blog....well......here I got something to say.....I really dont want to start back my school life....I really want to go to do something else....but then parent put hopes in me.....I cant disappoint them....haix......hard to do it.......


Today morning I decided to take which subject in science stream.....biology....hope is not a wrong choice I going to do....cause I get tired of doing wrong choices~~finally I buy my school uniform.....kinda hate it....cause I look like a fat fat girl.....making me look abnormal....~~but then bought till kinda expensive....never thought a normal thing like that can so expensive just because is in different shop and different name.....damm it~~


Tonite plan want go to watch iron man 2.....I dont know it will happen a not cause I think it maybe will be the last movie I going to watch before my school start.......cause after my school start I dont think I can go watch movie.....I going to be a damm busy people.....got tuition......got school....got housework.....need to online sometimes then parent want me early sleep and always do revision in the house whenever I am free.....so shit.....I hate to do revision when I dont have the mood to do so..~~


Hope my school life wont be like my form 5....sucks......all damm bored......from outer look like got friend but internally none is one cause when I in form 5 last time in class no people will notice me except got something that they all dont want to do and push that job to me....fuck them......they dont want only push it to me....thinking I am god that can do something like miracle...well I can but then they didnt give me any guide line how can I do it.....sometime back then I really hate them.....if got nothing they wont find me chat......~~