As u can c d title dear blogger....tat my title.....I suddenly feel regret of using so heavy tone msg her.....from ystdy stuff.....haix....cz I use quite long time thk even I treat her like tat she help me....I kinda feel I do wrong tis time le o.....I wan say it but not dare to say it out in front of her....I duno y....mayb is because I did somethg wrong n no courage to prove it I wrong.....
At tat moment my emo close my sense......I am so useless.......try to act stupid so tat ppl can happy around me.....but then I notice tat I dun have d power to make them happy as I tot I can be.....I jz making ppl unhappy......at my angle now I look like giving everyone a burder....a heavy burden.....feel so sad......
I nvr tot my ownself can be burden to other ppl......now feeling like wan give up on my life cz I don wan be burden to other ppl....I don wan to c them unhappy.......I been tru once n I tat time promise myself tat I will try not to......but ystdy d cant chg....is a history anyway.....but still I hope wont do such thg again....feel bad bout it......
If anyone got suggestion to let down tis bad feel......tell me....mayb it can help me lot....so thx ya~
cheer up..
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