Veli sad today......my hubby d sis msg me....say all those hurting thg.....walao.....I rili don und y "hakka" ppl so kedekut d.......y me not like tat pulak???weird jor.....mayb I from young d train not to be like one???wahaha.....but still nvr tot she will say such thg to me lor........is ok to suspect me but then I not ply gal lor.......n I don thk she got rite to say me cz I aso thk she is one of them lor.....y she cant believe tat I am honest??cant give me honest meh???other ppl not honest nvm la but now???walao eh.....beh tahan lor.....I wit my hubby so long le nvr lie him lor......
I knw he got many thg good attract many gal but then I jz don wan make myself believe in wat I saw.....even saw le I try my best to lie myself is not true......I knw is hard to believe me but then I rili nvr lie him when I wit him....y jz cant his sis und tat???y so hard to hear??
Ok la....she tell me to tell her all thg since she ask me to.....but I tell her le she like bo song me like tat....she is d one wan me tell all thg to her ar....now she like tis kind of pattern...some more tell me she is mature???wow....I don und y I keep face such problem.......I tell her wat she wan to knw n now she like tis.........hard to describe her using words...>"<
So now all I can do is wait their final ans....if not I thk I gonna die.......I knw they wan to help me but then when I emo I don k hu d hack r u o wat status r u I will jz folo my feel to do thgs.....I don like ppl using money to control me...even I got money problem I aso dont like ppl using my weak point to fight wit me....is jz like they r coward.....I don respect ppl tat use ppl weakness n win their fight.....those ppl live in tis world is jz wasting place.....
Since my problem she actually don need concern so much ar......she not my hu aso......v not rili veli close to each other wat......y k me so much???I not used to stranger k me so much.....is damm WEIRD!!!
Hope to hear from them sooner.....I rili tired......mentally tired.....haha.....~
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