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Halo dear friend....I feeling so emo now....dont know why when I hear this song I keep thinking about him......I message him yesterday....tell him wish me luck to forget him....and he really does....!OMG...~is obvious he forget the moment when we together......so hard to believe it.....someone that I thought I can sleep on for quite some time does such thing to me...~why he can forget our thing so fast???I really give him play....~


I dont like to keep post my blog thing bout him but seem like when I start talk bout him my tear start to drop of my eye without me notice it.....wish GOD can help me...~give me medicine to cure my sadness......I really dont want to accept that he cant forget me so fast......am I really so important in his life???he say he feel guilty for what happen......WTH~that is not the answer I want to hear from him.....I wish he just can say something that I wanted to hear but I think it wont happen anymore.....maybe I should go clubbing and then forget him at there.....so I just wish he will find happiness........I still will be his friend if he willing to let me be.....I just want to care him even he not anymore my half life......I hope he wont so small gas....~T^T


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