go retire you damn old dick..!!!

This is just so superb annoying. There's this super old guy in my office who always like to show off his old time as though his old time is super admiring like in those Superman movies. And like the shit I even care what you did back in your old times. Now is now. Previous is previous. Can't you just get it off?? Always talk bout old time as though your old time will enter into the future history. Hello? Nobody gives a damn care what you did back there. And I totally don't really wanna hear that over and over again. It's not like that old history of yours will happen again now.

Well, that's not the spotlight in this spot. Okay. Let me cool down a bit and try to use my brain to think of proper sentence to share with you. First of all, there's this project that my company got a hand on and it was actually all thanks to him that our company get this project. But still this Malay guy who is about 50 years old plus trying to get famous by washing people's brain. I say he's washing people brain is because he keep on repeating the same stuff and will get you so pissed off so ended up you'll follow the flow. And when you did that, he assume he already win the war and will keep on turn everything around. What you saw and what you heard from tons of different source will come in no sense after you told him about it. And that's what happen all the time. I gotta listen to all his bullshit stuff and admire him as thought I'm the always wrong and he's the always right. 

Just a few moment ago, I angrily shout at him. He just too pissed me off. He keep on step on my tail and saying something such as "Let me finish off my sentences first. You gotta listen to what other people gotta say before you say anything." So, I was thinking "Why don't you hurry up and finish making your sentences in your brain before you start talking to me?". He always like to order me around (making use of the friendship bond between the big boss) and keep me hanging a few minute at there waiting for his old brain to arrange those bloody sentences. Argh..!!! I have enough of your slow arranging. 

What really happen was he really used Google search to find the website and I sort of did the same thing I guess. But the difference is that both of us ended up get different view due to I directly go to the website and he had to slowly search for the correct website of this shitty company at the page of Google search result. And then it all started. He keep on telling me to go back and back and back. In the same time, I was thinking "I Alt+T and then type that bloody web on top. Why in the world you keep on telling me to go backward? It'll still ended up at the company's homepage you old ball.". So in the end, it really ended up back to the company homepage. Then he said "You did the wrong thing.". So, I thought I really type wrong the company web and retype again. And this time he tell me "No no. You should listen to what I gotta say first. You're doing it too fast. You're doing this wrong.". Hell like I wrong. So I ended up clicking Google search and when the result pop out he said "Click that one. That's what I've been telling you to search for." So I was like okay. Fine. Then he said "Print that middle page. You see, you should listen to me earlier. This one only correct." Indirect way to say that I'm wrong. Okay. Temper can't be controlled anymore and I shout back to him. So he angrily said "Never mind. Later I'll print it by myself. Anyway, thanks.". 

Guess what. Later on when I check back at that company's website, that exactly same this is actually there. The problem with it was very simple. He din't go and click around the company website and directly blame me for not doing my work properly. That's not the main point. The point is that he should do some investigation on that web before telling me to do any printing. All he want from me is to save his printer ink. That's why he told me to search for this website and print stuff for him. Holy cow. I'm really speechless. You're so damn rich driving a Mercedes car in Malaysia and you wanna save some few page of ink?? You gotta be kidding me. Most important of all, is that how you should talk to people who you seek help from?? Hmph. This old version of people is really ridiculous. How long am I gonna face this old version?? It's really killing me. Makes me so missed my up to date mom. 

cny around the corner.... :D

Oh yeah. Now you get it. Chinese New Year is just around the corner or to be more specific, it's just few days away. And I'm totally haven't prepare for this day. After weeks of shopping, I still can't find a suitable shoe. Damn it. Why this year shoe all so weird? It's either too high heels for me or it's like a normal shoe I'm wearing now. I need something catchy. Something that will make it look different from normal shoe. But no matter how hard I find it, I still can't get it. 

Sigh. Why this problem always get me? I just want something that will last long enough (in fashion term). All this kind of shoe only last for like about a certain time and by next year, another fashion will pop out and make the world change. I don't wanna change before it spoil. :/ If shirt, I already bought few of them. This year, all of them are lace. First time of me buying so many lace shirt and I hope I won't spoil it. Kinda hard to take care that shirt. :/

Well, enough of me. Now is about food time. The best thing in this season are those seasonal food. Chinese usually call it kuih ta pek. I direct translate it from Chinese to English so I'm not sure about the spelling. Illustration are as per below. This is the usual shape I buy. The main thing is not all people that sell it are delicious. Only few are. It's like cookie concept. I really wanna try to make one but my house don't have the stuff to make the shape.

The another seasonal food are arrowhead chips. My favorite food. I can finish a few container of it. It taste like potato chip and I love potato chips so much. This one usually low cost ingredient and high selling price. It's like a making money machine. I wanted to sell it too but I don't know where to buy that knife. Need to be slice as thin as paper or something more thinner than paper. After that dried it under the hot sun. Rawr. I want to fried it myself. Really cost me a lot if every year keep on buying from the same supplier. 

By the way, both of this picture not owned by me. It's just the picture I took from google image. I put it so that my post won't look bored. I wanted for once one of my post to have picture in it. I know my post previously are bored because all words and non-picture.

I guess I will update more picture to my blog the next time. So that I can share my life experience with everyone. Well, see ya soon. I wish those who read my blog Happy Chinese New Year. If you got anything, just share it with me. Love to know more thing about the world.  :D

-facepalm-

Ok. Something weird have just happen to me. I just don't get what this bitch trying to say. First of all, is all this stupid app LINE fault. Having those stranger out of nowhere to send a bloody message to me. At first, I just thought it's just some prank. Who in the world know she is one crazy bitch. After saying to me that my profile picture look delicious (where I put my birthday cake as my profile pic), she dare to ask me since when I've start using this number. I was like why in the world you wanna know since when I start using and why should I tell you if even myself don't even remember when I start using this number? 

Before I even reply to her previous message, she send another one and say this "This is actually my number and due to so long din't pay up my bill, they cut my line and recycle my number." So I was thinking, what are you trying to tell me here? Are you telling me that I stole your number or you want me to give you back this number?. So I replied her "If you even appreciate your number in the first place, you don't have to message me and tell me this stuff. So what you want me to do now?". Guess what she says next. She say "Why you so emotional? Okay then. Just assume that I din't message you in the first place.". And the next thing that come to my mind is dafuq is that?? What her brain made of? Are she too bored of sexing with her bf so she come and disturb the current user of her ex-number? 

This kind of girl are just so annoying. I thought what's the matter she come and message me all of a sudden. And this end up to be a wasting time chit chat. Damn you. I wasted my phone battery just to have some useless chat with you. Fuck off girl. I don't wanna see you ever again. Either through LINE or real life. It's like a pain in the ass. Rawr. 

happy new year...!!!

5....4.....3.....2.....1.....HAPPY NEW YEAR..!! Welcome to the year 2013..!!! I wish everyone to have a very good beginning of the year and may this year luck bring you joy and happiness that you've never thought of. I wish I can also share more of interesting stuff that happen in my life because sharing is caring. That's what I always think of.

How did you celebrate your new year eve and new year? Frankly speaking, I din't celebrate new year eve and new year at all. All I did these 2 days are online watch anime and play online games which is Grand Chase of coarse. But I really hope for "Ragnarok 2" to open soon. I really wanna play it tho. Eventhough is not as nice as "Dragon Nest" but still I think it's better than "Grand Chase" cause it's not 2D. It's 3D. I love 3D game and if my "Dragon Nest" acc din't got hack, I'll surely play "Dragon Nest".

Well then, hope everyone can have a wonderful new year..!!!

my special day.....

Today is my special day which is my birthday. I wish myself a very happy birthday. My wishes for the year is to find back my lost tarantula and have enough money to buy a car. Know what? Even the new tarantula are missing now. Jeez. Every tarantula that I put inside that tank sure will went missing after some time. I really wondering what's wrong with that tank. But lucky enough, my scorpions are still with me. Thank god.

Enough with the sadness already. Now, let see. Woke up bout noon and then online facebook a while. After that, went out with my aunt to shop at GM. The moment I reach there, I saw there's a blood donation campagne going on. I'm so excited. But still, first priority goes to shopping. Started to shop bout 3 in the noon and manage to stop our shopping bout 6 plus in the evening. Blood donation have to be cancel due to my blood doesn't meet the requirement. Kinda sad tho. I wanted to donate out my blood so much.

After that, I plan to go back bath before I went to my birthday dinner but in the end, I couldn't make it because when I almost reach my house, I saw my aunt car at the opposite lane. So, I directly go to eat my dinner with such a uncomfortable body. My birthday ends with a birthday cake that my boyfriend bought. He make me surprise. I never thought that he would ever buy me a ice-cream birthday cake. It makes me so happy eventhough the cake is kinda small.

Oh ya. Before I forget, I would like to share something that I've experience today. How should I start this? Oh well, I start it from the moment I enter this shop then. Ok. I enter this shop due to those cheap looking dress and in the end, the price quite suit the quality of the cloth. But, I really dislike the old lady boss and her one and only servant. They're so rude to me and my aunt. I curse them to death. At first, I'm not so angry of them but keep on think bout it really make my blood boil. I've never seen such a seller in my life.

 It all started when we go fitting room to test the shirt that caught our eye. The moment I wear it, I know this shirt can't fit nicely. But still, I need to show my aunt. So I show her and guess what that stupid lady said. "Our generation now are all fat people. They have such an nice lifestyle, not like us." she said. I was like wtf. You wanna know what she said before I test? She keep on claim that I confirm can wear this shirt and in the end, you know it. I can't exactly fit in it at all. Ok. Fine. 

Then my cousin sister went and test her cloth. While my cousin was in fitting room, my younger cousin who is  a hyperactive keep on run here run there. Then this old lady say " You should teach your child some lesson". I was wth wrong with you. It's none of your business you damn slut. So when my cousin come out, my first expression of the ceongsam that she wore are absolutely a no because it make her look so mature and old when she's only 15. Now guess what the old lady said. "It fit perfectly on you. You should buy it. You look nice in it. Suit you perfectly." that's what she said. I was like keep your damn mouth shut. Don't try to make yourself look like a fool. Lucky enough, my cousin din't got trick by her words. At the moment my cousin say she doesn't want to buy that ceongsam, that old lady started her bitch talk. "You should buy it. It's cheap. Your mum can afford it since it's only RM58. The cheapest price you can ever find." And we insist not buying it and left the shop immediately. I swear to myself never let myself buy anything from there anymore...!!! That perfect old auntie should go in her casket asap. Seriously.

disqualified

I hate that shop. It totally pissed me off. Today was the day where I'll go get my blood test for the first time in my life. In mentally, I was kinda nervous but in reality I'm excited until my whole heart gonna blow out. But due to some circumstances, my perfect planning after blood test have epicly fail.

Okie. I shall begin it like this. Woke up and get my ass ready up before 8 in the morning. The moment I reach there, quite an amount of people are already waiting at there so I got no choice but to wait for turn. When it's my turn, that faking bitch fail to take out my blood and guess how many time have she poke me with her bloody needle? 2 times..!!! Oh god. It's so freaking painful man. I was thinking that she is using us (patient) as her experimental subject. I'm actually suspecting she doesn't even have any certificate at all. 

So in the end, she tell me to wait for 2nd round. Ok. I waited for another 1 hour plus which is almost all people are done except me and my cousin which is 2nd round. All of a sudden, one of the clerk at receptionist come in and help her. I don't know why she suddenly come in but I'm grateful that she does. If she din't come in, I really don't know how I'll end up be. Thanks to her, my blood sample at last done. No more extra hole poking and no more pain to gain. Unfortunate for my cousin, she got herself poke for the 4th time before they got the amount of blood they want. Pity her. Most importantly, pity us. We are the ones who reach there not long after they open and we are the last one who got out of the shop. Dammit. So frustrated.

Then, I continue with my plan which is to treat my mum for her brunch as her birthday present. Luckily she love it. It's not like she really loves it but something which is more than like it. Do you get what I meant? Oh well, RM150 gone by just like that. I actually thought it will be more expensive due to 9 people are dinning in but I've never dream of it's not as expensive as I thought it would be. Lucky.

Well, my place gonna rain soon. Hope it'll be a wonderful day.

=-=

These few days, my day end up with disappointment from everywhere. First of all, I thought my nail polish which I buy from online will reach on today but it din't. Secondly, I thought that my new tarantula will arrive on today and end up arrived on different day. Third of all, I wanna adopt a pretty nice doggie that I found on the street but end up rejected by my dad.

In the end, when my nail polish arrive I tested the product whether it's true or not and guess what? I found out that I got trick by online stuff. I doesn't even glow in the dark and the quality of the nail polish is so poor. It's like I use extra money to buy something which is much worse than those people selling around my house. Dam it.

My tarantula in the end arrive on 19/12/2012 which is a day before my mum's birthday. Aw man..!! However, it's kinda big compare to my previous slings and I really don't know whether I can handle it a not since it's actually listed in the expert tarantula list. Those mealworms that I bought from online store are quite large in size. Kinda regret buying from online store tho. Make all my babies scare of the food itself.

Now that I've notice, I would like to say that I can't actually become a rich person. I notice it after I finish writing this post. Whenever I got money in my purse or on my hand, there's is a high probability I'm buying stuff which are normal or even worse quality with double of the original price. I'm so stupid right? Just admit that I'm stupid. I got fooled by those perfect picture and own desire. 

Guess what? Tomorrow is my mum's birthday and I haven even bought a present. I don't know what I should get for her since she doesn't need anything. Plus my mum just ate her birthday cake yesterday. What should I do then?